TTC Journals

superp123 · Aug 13th, 2008, 02:15 AM

DH worked a double yesterday which threw my whole sleep pattern off. He came home then left agian before I went to bed and then got home at 4am... of corse this woke me up, and then at 5:45 I woke up again to pee after listening to my bladder complain for an hour and half. So not sure how accurate or reliable my temp was today.

I guess we'll see tomorrow.
I'm already loosing what little hope I had this cycle cause today I've had evil cravings for RED MEAT and brownies. YUM!

I seriously started salivating when DH put steak on the grill tonight. How sad is that???

To top it off, today I've had little to no motivation at all. I spent the morning and afternoon working on an art project in the dining room. That is not like me, I cannot sit still usually. Even the boys were asking, "Can you come and play now?" LOL I felt bad but I never did play today. Terrible.

Well girls take it easy, I've gotta go and do something now cause I feel like a waste of space today. Maybe I'll vac? Ehhh!
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TT's · Aug 13th, 2008, 10:42 AM

I haven't lost hope for you this cycle yet!

If I remember correctly you had cravings for red meat with your last pg

wishing4ababy · Aug 13th, 2008, 11:06 AM

Hoping it is a

fr you this month hun.

superp123 · Aug 13th, 2008, 14:34 PM

Thanks girls for keeping my hopes up.

I'm just trying to brace for the witch I think. Temps back up this morning 10dpo but it's really a crap shoot at this point. I've been searching charts on FF to overlay... I've found some look a likes in pg and ov so... I'll have to pray for patience and watch them for the next couple of days. I should be spotting in a few days now if the AF is on her way. Fingers crossed xxx
Dust to you

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wishing4ababy · Aug 13th, 2008, 14:42 PM

good luck hun.

yaya · Aug 13th, 2008, 14:45 PM

Yr chart is looking lovely Super. Fingers x that the spotting stays away!

Thanks for yr comments in my journal hun.

Yaya xx

superp123 · Aug 14th, 2008, 14:53 PM

My temp is still looking pretty good and no sign of spotting. *as she knocks on wood* I swear yesterday my boobs looked different, but this morning I wasn't convinced that was real again... I'm pretty sure it's wishful thinking. Been pretty crampy for a couple of days, lots of gas and bloating this cycle too, increased cm as of yesterday(thought the

was here). Couldn't resist POAS so I did. Not sure what I expected to see with afternoon urine at 10dpo!! It was a BFN. RATS!
I'm not out yet though as no sign of spotting at the mo. Keep fingers crossed for me ladies. xxx Can't stand this part of the cycle, I'm way too impatient for this.

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