TT's

Good luck darling!!!

superp123

Well ladies... have been busy getting ready for Christopher's 5th birthday celebration this coming Sunday. I'm so excited that he's going to be five, and so proud that he's made so many friends since he came to me just 11mths ago, not to mention all the progress we've made with him. Then again, I'm a bit sad that he's 'growing up' I had a mom moment the other day, explaining how he's growing up and I started to cry like a big boob. My hair stylist was looking at me like, "what...??" We're having a totaly gross party, lots of gross boy stuff like bugs, woopie cushions, slime, dirt cake for dessert, I've even got a nose piniata that you pull the boogers to get the goodies out. LOL I'll have to post a few pics after the party.
I've got to get my home ready for 30 people on Sunday, and that means deep clean, and get the yard to look beautiful. The weather isn't cooperating though, it's like 90degrees right now and humid, makes it hard to keep enough energy to clean anything. LOL And the sun actually fried some of the plants in my front garden. There's no reviving them either... they'll just have to be dead, I guess. Cant fix it now.
That said, I've also been dealing with his bio mom, my sis. She's suddenly moved into town and is wanting to see all three of the kids on her terms. It's obviously not happening but, needless to say, my stress level is high at the moment... Not really in the TTC mood if you know what I mean.
I think we've only BD once sinse AF left, but my temp did a dip this morning, and my OPK was med, which means Ov is right around the corner. Only, I'm just not sure if I'm up to it, or into it this cycle. Perhaps I should just take it easy... not sure? What will be will be, I supose.
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miel

hi sweet heart !
don't stress about it if it's not this cycle it will be a other onebecause i know you are going to have a sticky bean no matter what

oh so wish i could come over on Sunday!!! i love pinata !!!

TT's

Hiya darling

Nice to hear from you How exciting about the 'horrible boys' party - he'll love it!

I don't really know the deal with your nephews - I presumed that something had happened to their mum, I din't realise she was still around. That must be tough.

Sorry your feeling stressed just take it easy this cycle honey and your right... kay se ra se ra

yaya

Hi Super

I think you should just take it slow and play things by ear for a while hun -- that's what I'm planning on doing as well!

Good luck with the 'gross' boy's party!!



Yaya xx

superp123

Thanks for the posts ladies!! Picked up lots of gross creatures today at the five&dime. I've got noise putty, spiders, snakes, slimy frogs, and woopie cushions. LOL This party will be so funny!!
As for the kids mom, no she's around now. It took her 10mths to clean up her act... she's got bipolar and a problem with unhealthy relationships (if you catch my drift) plus drinking and drugs. She's still working on getting herself settled into her place, and is going to counseling now too. We (DH and I) have what's called permanent gaurdianship of the boys. Meaning until they're 18 they'll live with us, unless we're proven unfit. It's just a hard thing to figure out at times, with her being my sister and all. I try not to be too hard or too soft on her. There are days though that I just want to punch her right in the face. I'm so not a violent person either... not even sure I could throw a punch. LOL But she's managed to cause some pretty heavy damage to her boys and that's what I struggle with the most. FORGIVNESS. I'm not there yet, but I pray everyday.
On a TTC front. My temps are doing strange things. I'm about a degree lower than I used to be, and I had a really good dip today. I'm thinking I've Ov early. But we'll see in the next couple of days. Thanks for the advice too, glad to hear it back to me... sometimes that's all ya need ya know. I think, I'll be just figuring my temps/cycle out this month, and if I happen to BD on the right day and the moon is full then that will be that. I'm not trying to get stressed out about it, I've got enough to deal with.
Dust to you all
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yaya

Omi

And some more , Omi xxx

superp123

Well got my FF back up and running. Yay!! I'm hoping it'll help me figure out just what the beeep my temps are doing. I'm so confused... I don't think I Ov'd yet but not positive on that, in fact I'm not convinced either way. Do you tend to stay the same month to month? I'm sure my hormones are still calming down, but I'm pretty different than my last chart in april/may. Any insight? Plus today, I'm horribly bloated. Horribly. Blah.
The party went well. We all had a blast!!! I had the kids do a jello eating contest with a straw, we had a piniata stuffed with candy, ate yucky Harry Potter jelly belly's. DH and I made cupcakes look like brains, eyeballs, and slime. In short it was gross, but that was the point. LOL My baby sis Bridget took all the pics so, I'll post some as soon as she gets them on the net. I'm exhausted! Girls, this was the first birthday party for a child that I've ever done and it's hard work. I never realized what Moms go through to put on a party for their kids. SO my props to all the Moms who've been doing this all along.
Anyway, I'm done for the day am going to bed early.
Dust to you

yaya

Hi hun

From yr chart I would say I don't think you have ov yet. Yr temps are low and stable at the moment though which might mean yr gearing up to ov.

OMG at the cupcakes looking like slime and eyeballs!!!!

The boys must have had a blast!!



Yaya xx