wishing4ababy

hi hun! THat is exactly how I feel about POAS - think i seriously need to invest in some cheap internet ones though!!!! especially if i am going to do it every day now for the next 9 days!!!!!
i am really trying not to symptom watch - so hard though! Bbs are really tender (but that could be post ov ache couldn['t it!) felt really sick last night and am soooo tired! it could just be nothing - so am going to ignore it! well, going to try and ignore it!
on order for us all!!!
Bird24 - we will def get BFPs this month - PMA!!!!!

wishing4ababy

scan.jpgwell. I am a little confused today. Woke up this morning and HAD to POAS - i have no idea why. i think i am sick. Symptoms to date are:
waking in night to pee
tender boobs- but might be post ov - af signs (but still a week to go before AF is due!)
cramping on right hand side
SO TIRED - i could hardly keep my eyes open last night
Starving - but then can only eat a little

POAS this morning and got a BFP - now, i am not going to get my hopes up about this. I am quite sure that it is WAY too early to get a BFP this early. If anyones knows of anyone who has tested a whole week early then please let me know.......but i reckon it is a faulty test batch. Line came up straight away though - and then just got darker and darker. Can that still be evap? i reckon i will just carry on as normal until next week and TRY not to0 test again until middle of next week. Can't take another disappointment - and now i am really angry with myself for testing. should be on but i am just as i do not believe it.
PS - the top one is the first one i did. I did a second one to see what would happen and it does have a faint line (the wee i did it on was rubbish!!) but it hasn't really come up on the picture! - let me know what you think girls.

bird24

OMG thats so strange as its really early but then maybe you ovulated early hun!!! I really hope this is a sticky bean for you !!

You'll have to do another one tomorrow and see if its darker xxx

Franjipan

Hey Chick, thats all very exciting!!
Just to make sure am i looking at the right bit?? On the top test I can see a faint line in between the arrows and the control line is that the positive? It looks like it to me. I should know really I pee on enough of those tests!! Well put it this way, ive peed on a lot of those and ive never had even a faint line. Im keeping my fingers crossed for you, I'd keep testing every day and see how the lines look. I really really hope you get your , come on !!

wishing4ababy

yep - that's it! i am trying my hardest not to get too giddy as it is really early to be getting a - i either ov'd last wednesday (cramping and a little EWCM) but then had spotting on saturday (poss ov spotting which i have never had before but again FAR too early for implantation) and then EWCM again on sunday!! if i ov'd on sunday then bean wouldn't have even implanted yet would it? god, this TTC is so confusing. i used to think i knew my body and now i am just "WTF"???!!!

wishing4ababy

I have decided that i am not going to test again until at least tuesday!! i just think that it is too early so i must be having REALLY quick evap lines! it just can't be that i am already producing enough HCG to get a BFP.
i should be getting all giddy i know - but i think after 2 x early mc's this year i am just going to err on the side of caution and not test again now. If i look on the negative side of things I will be if it is going to be a can't cope with lines getting fainter (like they did last month) again, so no more POAS for me.
*silently praying that it is a sticky bean*

Franjipan

Exactly how i feel, I used to think I was little MIss Regular Cycle until I started ttc. No probs, body normal and now I havent a clue where I am in my cycle anymore. Still getting down low draggy feelings this afternoon, started this morning and ive given up reaidng into what they could be as i just dont bl**dy know anymore and i dont want to get me hopes up ya know. But cant believe you got a faint line. I think I should insist that you go home and test again first thing in morinng, with fmu and let me know. It has to be a , you wouldnt get an evap line that quick anyways. Is it driving you insane today thinking about it?? x

wishing4ababy

Big time - and i have that low draggy feeling today too. as if something is really pressing down - feels as though all my insides are going to fall out! that is the only way i can describe it. i have been trying not to read anything into that either. Am SO tired and bbs really sore - but achy rather than tender now. I am also very aware of my nipples today - quite burny!!
I can't stop thinking about it - i keep getting it out of my purse secretly and looking at it. I don't think I have ever had a line on an Asda test! did a FR this afternoon and there was a REALLY faint line on that one - but had pee'd loads before i did that one. I think i am going to wait until beginning of next week before i do another test. I am really trying not to get my hopes up too high - but it is hard not to! My moods have been like this today:


really hoping we both get our this month!!

Franjipan

Wishing4ababy, what are you just trying to slip into conversation that youve done another test and that too had a faint line???

That is sooooo a bfp girlie!!! You dotn get that many faint ones and it mean youre not preg.

Im sooooooooo happy for you, go get a digi Missus so we can see it in lights!!

Youve just cheered up my day, its about time one of us had some good news we havent had any since Tansey's engagement! x

wishing4ababy

did i not mention that before?! LOL!
i am going to wait til i do a digi til next week but am going to buy another one to do with FMU tomorrow to see if it goes darker. The minute i do a i will stop testing and wait til after AF is due - unless that old gets here before then. I know i should be on but i can't get excited until a medical professional says to me in no uncertain terms "YOU ARE PREGNANT" - after my mc's this year I am so negative about the whole thing. I havent even told oh about these tests - he gets really excited and then i have to tell them that i hadn;t managed to keep them sticky and he is devastated. Can't do that to him again.
do you know how long implantation actually takes? is it a week minimum?
Thank you though for your support - i have just reread this post back and i sound like a right melodramatic cow - and totally ungrateful. really don't mean it to sound like that hun.