Morning ladies. OK - a little confuddled this morning but I am cautiously celebrating......very cautious!!
Tested again last night with a tesco one which was REALLY faint - but the line came up straight away.....much fainter than the other one I did. Tested again this morning with FMU and was a little darker. So i stopped off on the way back from dropping my LO's off at nursery and bought the same brand of test that i did yesterday (an Ultracare one - same as Asda and Numark) and that is
Going for more bloods done today so roll on Monday. I will of course be testing neurotically til then!
Had to get up in the night for a wee - started to get v excited whilst i was sat on loo and even OH said "ooh are you peeing in there at 3.30am!" - but not sure whether it was on my mind so much that i kinda willed myself to go to the loo. This has happened sooo many times to me i am being negative rather than positive. Setting myself up for a fall if you see.
Symptoms so far are:
strange kind of stretching pain in my tummy
crying at the drop of a hat - cried this morning at somethign that was on the radio. Key103 (local radio station) were doing a bush tucker trial and the guy who was doing it threw up - made me cry. Cried hysterically at Eastenders last night.
still got palpatations - this is driving me mad and hope it goes away soon. Unless of course this an actual pg symptom and not just my nerves and then it can stay for all I care!
CM is still really watery but tinged with (sorry for TMI here) but clumps of creamy stuff.
so am still none the wiser really - roll on monday and am praying that my bloods have done what they are supposed to do.
Thanks for all your sticky vibes girls - really need them.
I keep checking to see whether it has vanished or not. It hasn't - still there. I am petrified. 
that I can throw your way if you're interested? Actually that's really not fair on you as I'm spreading that around anyway ..... hmmmm, what can I offer ... I shall go and ponder ...
BUT, i am going to go to the docs and get my bloods done this afternoon and see what happens. He'll do the same again tomorrow and for a few days to make sure the levels do what they are supposed to be doing.
and then depressed as hell. I am not normally into praying - but please please please if there is a god, will this lil bean to stick. 
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