wishing4ababy

hya chick. Yep we Bd'd last night. going to try and do it every night now until this time next week! I will be shattered by then! OH is loving it though - ha! i bought some cheapie OPK's and there is a line but it isnt darker than the control line yet - need to keep POAS for a bit longer!
how you doing - you had any signs yet?

Rumpskin

Good luck with the BDing marathon xx

wishing4ababy

ah thanks hun! sending some right back at you!
i am sorry to hear about your loss too - it is so hard and i feel guilty trying again so soon - but doc has said to go ahead and keep on trying - am really hoping for a sticky BFP this month. Fingers crossed for us all.
I hate the 2ww too - although i am not sure which is worst - waiting to OV or waiting to test. think they both suck to be honest!!!!

wishing4ababy

I needed to come back on here - this is nearly as addictive as POAS!!
I am feeling really positive at the moment - have held back on buying the CBDigital Monitor - I don;t know why.....maybe i am just clinging on to the hope that it will happen (and a sticky one at that!) this month. OH just rang me to say that he is looking forward to another session tonight - bless him. He is being ace at the moment - I had to explain to him last week that TTC is hard and although we are just getting on with day to day stuff it still hurts a lot that we have had 2 beans this year that didn't stick.
anyway - onto positive thuoghts. I am doing the following as my new cycle resolution!!:
1. not testing until after AF is due
2. not reading into ANY symptoms that i may have
3. BDing every night for a whole week!!
4. watching OPK's with baited breath
5. Going to ask LOTS of questions at hospital next week
6. Sending lots of congrats to myself and all the other TTCers this month as i KNOW that this is our month!!

so - i reckon it is going to be a good month for us all. have been sending really bad vibes to to keep her away......trying not to obsess about whether it is the morning or evening BD session that will hopefully be successful ( i do that a lot - one night i actually said to OH that was a waste of sperm as i know i am not OVing! - we had a big row and he didnt speak to me for 2 days properly. i didn;t mean it to sound so harsh - but he took it the completely wrong way - oops.)
I think i have finally lost it............

_Alice_

Good luck with your cycle resolution! I think we all need to take a leaf outta your book hun!

wishing4ababy

I hope i can stick to it! one of my resolutions should be "stick to cycle resolutions!!!!!"
here's some dust straight back at you!!

_Alice_

Aww thanks hun, yeah that would be a good idea! r

Kaelia67

Good luck this month hun, keeping my fingers crossed for you
xxx

Tishimouse

Thought I'd send you a little seeing as you are making an extra big effort this cycle.

Franjipan

Hey you, just managed to check in on your journal and catch up with your journey as havent had chance to look at any journals til now. Its really nice after chatting on our other thread to know what youve all actually been going through.

I too am convinced I had miscarriage in Feb, as had + test early on and then nothing after that and negative bloods at docs and the whole week id had all the sypmtoms under the book that id never had before, even when af finally turned up, it was 14 days late and black and bitty (sorry tmi) , therefore convinced i must have caught looking back. So I really sympathise with you if youve gone through all that mroe than once. Its so unfair isnt it?

Well seeing as you are being so positive about things I think we really need to get you a this month eh? Well youve def been putting in the effort with your all your , more than me so fingers crossed for you, just wanted to send you abundle of
xxx