TTC Journals

superp123 · Apr 26th, 2008, 05:12 AM

I know you're out for the weekend but wanted to say Good Luck!! I can hardly stand the waiting and I'm so excited for you.
Hope you're having a good weekend.
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Samo · Apr 26th, 2008, 05:21 AM

good luck!!!!! can't wait to hear results!

tansey · Apr 26th, 2008, 17:58 PM

Hope you are ok hun!

Thought i'd post this thread for people to check out until you are back! xx

Bloods done today - result tonight

Farie · Apr 26th, 2008, 19:22 PM

Hey honey

Just wanted to send you a hug

wishing4ababy · Apr 28th, 2008, 10:37 AM

well.....here we are again. It is a bit like ground hog day for me.
Bloods were negative and AF arrived in a horrible fashion yesterday. GP thinks that it is another chemical pregnancy - I am starting to really hate that expression.
Feeling really down, confused, ashamed - everything really.
Not sure whether i am going to carry on TTc to be honest - going to wait and see what GP comes up with this week. I can't keep putting me and OH through this every month. This is now 3rd time this has happened and it is just breaking my heart.
Thanks to everyone who has supported me over the last week.......it means more than you know.

bird24 · Apr 28th, 2008, 11:10 AM

Oh hunny i'm so sorry....

Hope your ok and had lots and lots of hugs this weekend to cheer you up....AF got me too!!! shes a bitch!!

we are all here for you and you shouldnt feel ashamed in the slightest!!!!!!!!

xx

wishing4ababy · Apr 28th, 2008, 11:15 AM

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Originally Posted by bird24

Oh hunny i'm so sorry....

Hope your ok and had lots and lots of hugs this weekend to cheer you up....AF got me too!!! shes a bitch!!

we are all here for you and you shouldnt feel ashamed in the slightest!!!!!!!!

xx

got lots of hugs on Friday but the we rowed quite a lot too to be honest - which isn't helping with my mood today! he wants us to give up TTC as he doesn't want to keep putting me through all this again - we went through this for 2 years when we were trying for our first, and we both vowed we wouldn't do it again. But I want it so badly - which of course he does too, he is just seeing how depressed i am at the moment. I feel like I am doing soemthing wrong - like i have failed in some way at being a woman. I know that doesn't make sense, but if i keep getting pregnant, then his spermies have done thier job, it is just my last bit that i am failing at. I can't see a light at the moment, and so am tending to agree with him, but then again i do want it badly. We are giong to see GP this week and see what he says - if there is anything we can do to stop this from keep happening and if there is nothing then i think it will be time to give up trying and accept that this is never going to happen for us again.
Thanks for being there though hun - i hope i give you the same support as i get back as i do truely appreciate it.

I am really sorry that the old hag got you chick. She really is a right old bitch.
Have you heard from nic? she is our last hope - along with Franjipan - i really hope they get

TT's · Apr 28th, 2008, 11:53 AM

You sound really down, I hope your ok

Franjipan · Apr 28th, 2008, 13:45 PM

Hey Wishing, well sounds like the weekend has given you some time to have a little think about things, was horrible to see you so upset on Friday, im sorry chcik

Maybe its worth going to see GP just to see if theres anything they can suggest, that way I guess you can say to yourself you have looked at the other avenues, wont ask yourself what if what if all the time, ya know what i mean? I know how you feel about thinking its your fault, im going through the same stuff at the mo, cant help but blame ourselves but it might not 'be' anything wrong for all you know. I just think if you really want it then dont give up just yet, maybe get some help with it first.

Ive come on too this weekend, much to my disgust! So really peed off, see my journal. Am having similar thoughts to you but just dont have rash decision now, see how you feel. Glad you got lots of hugs off OH and I guess the arguments are natural, as much as we dont want it to come between any of us, it becomes such an emotional strain that its unavoidable really. Youre not alone though chick, you know where I am if you want to talk xxxx

wishing4ababy · Apr 28th, 2008, 15:19 PM

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Originally Posted by Franjipan

Hey Wishing, well sounds like the weekend has given you some time to have a little think about things, was horrible to see you so upset on Friday, im sorry chcik

Maybe its worth going to see GP just to see if theres anything they can suggest, that way I guess you can say to yourself you have looked at the other avenues, wont ask yourself what if what if all the time, ya know what i mean? I know how you feel about thinking its your fault, im going through the same stuff at the mo, cant help but blame ourselves but it might not 'be' anything wrong for all you know. I just think if you really want it then dont give up just yet, maybe get some help with it first.

Ive come on too this weekend, much to my disgust! So really peed off, see my journal. Am having similar thoughts to you but just dont have rash decision now, see how you feel. Glad you got lots of hugs off OH and I guess the arguments are natural, as much as we dont want it to come between any of us, it becomes such an emotional strain that its unavoidable really. Youre not alone though chick, you know where I am if you want to talk xxxx

thanks chick. I'm so sorry she got you.

That witch is being a right old cow bag at the moment isn't she? when i logged on this morning there were so many different people saying she got me etc. Hate her.
I am going to get an appointment to see GP this week - see if he can do anything. maybe it just isn;t meant to be for me.....hopefully it will be.
How was your weekend apart from that - is your uncle ok? Was london good?

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