bird24

hummmm i know i shouldnt have checked as it would just confused me but CP is highish and very soft so much so that it seemed to be hiding with everything else, lol
i dunno if i've even Ov'ed now....d'oh

I think i may be needed a CB Monitor soon....

bird24

I did another OPK stick yesterday just to see if maybe i could be ov-ing later as i havent a clue, it was neg so next month i need to do them everyday and properly....gonna get some midstream ones as doing it at work would be alot easier and wont need a cup and that then.

I had a bad day yesterday, was thinking way to much and ended up getting a little (well alot) upset and taking it out on my OH as he was with his Little one last night and coz i was down about ttc i started getting really jealous and making silly comments like 'well you wouldnt know how i feel as you already have a son' 'you werent even trying' and all that stuff, i'm such a horrible cow and i didnt mean it i was just having a bad day as i want a baby and family so much
Think i have been worrying bout my OP too incase they tell me i have blocked tubes and stuff, hope not...the hopsital rang this morning to say it should be towards end of may or beginning of june my op but they will ring me when they can give me a date

well today i need to get back on top of stuff worrying....!!!! come on girl positive attitude needs to come back!!!

Come on BFP's i need some on here from everyone to keep me going LOL

nicola647

firstly here are some extra big

we all get down, and take it out on OH. ur not a horrible cow, just a hormonal women

Pls dont worry about ur tubes etc... stay positive if u can. worrying will do u no favours. i know its easier said than done Bird but pls try.

As for being jealous of OH's LO, i think everyone who is TTC, and has an OH with a LO already must have felt the same way at some point, its inevitable. BUT. i Promise you, you will have a LO of your very own soon.

have some more xxxxx we are all here for you, whenever u need to chat (or vent ) xxxxx

bird24

Thank you so much chick.....i'm feeling alot more chilled today

Just had one of those days where the whole wrold seems like its agaisnt you

Thanks for the hugs i needed them xx

bird24

Wahey its friday!!!

So happy about that and the weekend always goes quick which means closer to the end of my 2ww!!

Keep feeling some tummy pains and AF like cramps yesterday and today.....weird but i think i had them before lat month but i cant remember

Nipples are still sore....very annoying

Oh and i think im getting thrush....sorry for tmi but how annoying!!!!!!

Good luck ladies lets see some BFP's please!!

bird24

Just ate a whole tub of grapefruit bits to help with cm for next month....yuck it wasnt nice lol

wishing4ababy

the things we do in TTC eh? i am also glad it is friday!! not so long to wait now in our 2ww. when is AF actually due? i think we are pretty close together aren't we?
you got anything planned for this weekend?

bird24

I think it should be next friday or saturday, so a week today....i prefer if its coming to come over the weekend, the days go quicker then and i'm not stuck at work being depressed about it....hopefully it wont come at all - how amazing that would be to get a BFP!!

How you feeling?

Tonight i'm cooking for OH and his LO, then we will take him out on his bike for a bit to wear him out for bedtime
xxx

wishing4ababy

oh my god it would be fantastic. We are exactly the same then - that is when my AF is due too - only one more week!! i keep thinking that the weekend will go so quickly as it always does and then technically we are ok to start testing - 4 days before etc! i'm not doing any more tests til then. For a second this morning i had decided that i wasn;t going to test til a week on monday with a digi but i don;t think i will be able to hold out taht long!!!
how old is your OH's LO? We already have a 1yr old and a 2yr old - so they keep us really busy for the whole weekend. OH is working all weekend though so not really doing much. Jobs to do in the house (it looked like a bomb had gone off in it this morning!) and food shopping - which i hate! in fact i may do it online this afternoon!!! so lazy!!!

bird24

Really cool so we are both gonna be wondering all next week hoping that AF doesnt come....

I havent even had a hint of a BFP (havent tested but no symptoms either) so i'll be just waiting to see if she turns up....hopefully not lol

tummy feels funny today, kinda like on and off AF aches, weird but i remember having them before i think, not sure when in the cycle though....checked CP and its highish an harder today so hoping that means i have definetly ovulated and am in the 2ww as cycle may change again as its only second month off the pill, but i really hope it stays @ 28s if i dont get a BFP

OH's little one is 4 in june, he's lots of fun and hard work but i love it.... just want my own so badly, will be so nice to have a little one calling me mummy

I bet you will be well busy all weekend so try and hold out till next week to test again so its more reliable!!! come on BFP

xxxx