tansey

Feel very tense at the prospect of what is to come this week - i wanna be pg so much but really believe it's not going to happen, i'm getting worse each month that passes when realistically the odds are in my favour the longer i try? I'm trying not to get down but i just don't know what it is. I wasn't going to test early and feel that if i do i might jinx myself! See how i feel tomorrow.

Boobs not as sore but still big. Some slight twinges.

Rumpskin

Everything crossed for you Tansey x

Lu28

I was just looking at FF for you Tansey, looks like your DF timed bding really well!!

Really hope this is it for you hon, you deserve it! Lots of for you

Shinning_Star

awww, best of luck hunni, lets hope July a month full of big 's! def inc yours!

Omi

Is it just me, or are all of us who are at the 1ww stage starting to lose the plot??

Dont get me wrong, i totally sympathise, but how come this month has turned into such a defeatist negativity fest? Its weird, no.....

Im the same by the way, so count me in..its just that i liked it better when we all at least tried to keep up moral, lol!!!

So, Tansey, TrixiLox, Miel, Tish and everyone else in the same boat, here's my attempt at cheering us all on this month...

First a big group !!
It will happen!!

Keep the faith, and know your little bean is waiting for you as much as you are waiting for it !

All the best, my ttc Goddessess!

, Omi xxx

tansey

Back home now. Mum and I have been around a few wedding venues on this lovely sunny day and i fell in love with one but it is so, so expensive but i must have it!
http://www.thorntonmanor.co.uk/welcome.asp

As for TTC i am trying to stay positive, boobs still tender but CM changing from creamy to sticky. Seeing some more BFPs today and Wendys faint line it makes me want to test but i want to wait until im late Also OH isn't home until Wed evening so really Thurs morning is when i should at the earliest.

We're going to the Farnborough Air Show on Sat and staying at his mums so if arrives i'm having loads of vino!!!!

Last week of school!

Tanya

wow that is a beautiful venue!! So exciting!!! I know it is so hard not to test.. but do what makes you feel better... I am going to try and not test until AF due this time... emphasis on the word try Good luck hun!! Cant wait to see your !!!

Omi

Gawd, Tansey..that venue is gorgeous!! If you get it i'll be super jealous as im totally doing a diy wedding, lol! But mine will be fine and just the way i want it regardless- if we ever get around to actually planning the bloody thing

I can totally relate to how you;re feeling babe..i really do. Im trying so hard to be like 'whateva'..but im afraid my impatient nature over-rules the sensible circuits in my brain and ever so often i start thinking, you know...argh!!! this is me at the mo'
I hope you really enjoy the airshow, babe, drinks or no drinks (preferably without, obviously, lol)!!

, Omi xxx

Shinning_Star

Hang on in there Tansy, waiting a few days will only proove a more definate

Still routing for you hunni!

Lu28

Wow, the venue looks amazing hon! Hope you manage to get it!

It all sounds so positive for you hon, really hope this is your cycle and you get to enjoy your without being at work!!!