Woke up with a small coldsore, something I rarely get - it just shows how stressed/rundown i've been. Hopefully I have caught it early, so got nice obvious dollop of cream hanging off my lip
I would really like a Christmas Baby but because i've had a longer cycle this month it looks like if i'm lucky it might be new year. Hey, anythime is ok - I just want one
I'm trying to plan, most of it unrealistic but hey, i can dream can't i!
real bit: depending on cycle length i'm going to ov shortly after going back to school so i will be busyish during next 2ww (but hate work)
unreal bit: if doesn't work next month (watch out stork

), after week 1, go away for 3weeks to be alone with OH with no tests and lots of things to do!
thing is when i got pg last time i knew nothing about ov, fertile cm etc and it worked and we enjoyed it. ok it didn't last

but wish i could go back to being ignorant but too scared now. sometimes knowledge is the enemy!