Tanya

hi there love.. sorry you are feeling down... it is so hard this TTC business but it will be all worth it one day when we see our !! We are always here for u... try and keep yourself busy - I found it has helped alot me being so busy that I have not even had time to think of TTC this cycle .. I did not even know what CD I was on... cant believe it is CD 12 for me already... lots and lots of love and take care of yourself.

tansey

Ok due today and she is late but two cycles ago i had a 30 day cycle so she'll probably show tomorrow. Now if you use the CBFM you have to have full flow start by the end of your time slot () so you can call it CD1 so i presumed she'd arrive in the early hours and so this morning i had all my CBFM study stuff ready, peed in the jug and did the HPT you're meant to do on CD1 to make sure you're not pg. I didn't read the instructions and gave myself a good heart attack and thought i had a . It was 6.30am and i nearly woke DF up! It was actually the control line i was looking at and it's one of those ones where you're meant to get a cross!

But i shouldn't have done it really as AF has not actually arrived but believe me i've got plenty of spares to do another. I have been spotting for 5 days now but it is just when i wipe apart from a few dots in knickers - i haven't even had to wear a pany liner which is very unusual. I have had a poke around and it is all brown in there I hate this because until i get full flow even though i know i'm out there is always a part of me that hopes. I've had back ache and weepy/irritable so all the pms signs, so why do i still think there is a chance especially as when i did get pg i had no spotting?
I read about all these ladies getting faint lines that turn out to be nothing and the very few times that i do test, i don't get even a sniff or evap!

Aanyway i have to go have a chat with DF before he goes to work now - i owe him an explanation of my feelings i've been bottling up.
Still weepy today but feel slightly better. Got to go to wedding with mum tonight which i could do without - oh well, the things we do to keep our loved ones Happy!

Thank you all for your dvice and for cheering me up and onward! Luv u all!

saraendepity

lots n lots of hun...just keep your eye on the prize.... a nice sticky

sara

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xxxjacquixxx

Awwww hun, sorry your feeling down

Lol at you mistaking the control line!!

Hopefully will show her face tomorrow and you can get started on the cbfm.....come on witchy!!! (or bfp would be better)

Try and have a nice time at the wedding tonight, I think its nice once in a while to take our minds off this whole ttc buisness..

yaya

Hey hun

Don't beat yrself up because you still have hope for this cycle! I know that we don't want to build up our hopes too much because of the pain of disappointment, but it's good to hold onto our dreams and our belief that miracles are possible! Don't be too hard on yrself. Easy to say I know, I'm exactly the same -- was beating myself up this morning because my temps aren't high enough & came down slightly this morning -- until I thought: hey, if this was anyone else's chart I would be thinking it looked good!! I don't know why we girls are sometimes so hard on ourselves.

There is still hope for you this cycle -- until AF shows, there always is -- and you are not silly for holding onto it!

I so want you to get yr & I will so happy for you when you do. You are going to make an amazing mum.



Yaya xxx

Lu28

at the hpt!!!!!

I hope the next few days will go quickly for you so you know where you are one way or another but there's still hope for you hon! Sending you lots of and

Tanya

enjoy the wedding hun and hope stays away!! Good luck and try not to be so hard on yourself

tansey

was getting my hopes up even though i had cramps - anyway she's showed so CD1 tomorrow and although i wanted a BFP i sort of feel better.
Catch up with you all tomorrow! xx

yaya

Farie

hope you feeling a it better chick, at the HPT!
I'm the same tho .. never get a sniff of anything on my BFN's ... not even an evap .. I just reckon it will make our even more mind-blowing!
and roll on the new cycle and the CB trial