curiosa

heheh

wish you luck in your 2WW!!

tansey

THANK YOU ALL! xx

I am at MILs as the funeral is nearer to here tomorrow. We're having a few drinks at the mo.

It's only the beginning of the 2ww and I'm a bit emotional and i just can't be positive for some reason, i just can't see me getting a BFP! I'm not just saying this. Every time i think about the end of the cycle and testing (well i never get to test because of spotting) I just think stop kidding yourself. Why? why don't i believe that we can do it again? I don't want to be negative but something is stopping me from believing i can do it?
I'm already planning on going back to the docs on CD2 and getting my bloods tested.
I'm not down but just don't know why i can't see it happening. I'm getting upset reading all the BFP announcements and some of them are my friends on here who I DO NOT begrudge and AM happy for! just want it to be me too! xx

Newbie77

Aw Tansey, sending you lots of hugs. I also thought there were a stack of BFP's today and you don't resent it, you want to join them, know how you feel. Fingers crossed for you, not going to say "stay positive" because when you feel fed up it doesn't help, but you're not out yet chick.

Farie

Oh honey, huge big for you
Its so horrid to go into the 2ww feeling like this, I know the feeling well I try to focus on everything but the day AF is due.
Lots of for you .. we will follow those lovely girls into 1sy tri ... we will .. we will ... we will

Lu28

Oh honey, massive massive for you. I think we've all been there at some stage when you've been ttc for a while - I know how difficult it is and if you're having trouble believing you can get your BFP at the moment, I'll do all the believing for you - you so deserve this and it absolutely will happen for you sweetie

miel

don't feel bad ...WE all feel the same when we see the BFP annoncement !!!
and you know we are suppose to get it together right ?

Wobbles

Just want to offer you a hug Tansey x

I hope the announcements section has helped a little with regards to seeing them & we try to move them from the normal TTC sections when noticed ...I know I beat the journey but I still know what it feels like to want and feel you know what it wont happen whats the point.

Normal to feel how you do on all levels

*hugs*

tansey

Thank you girls, as usual, you're all there for me being supportive and lovely!

yaya

I know exactly where you're coming from hun! In my heart of hearts I sometimes really believe that I'm never going to get a But we have to pick ourselves up and dare to hope and believe that we are worthy of a miracle! Who knows hun -- that could be just around the corner for you -- be strong!

Yaya xxx

NikiJJones

Tansey!
Good luck this cycle and more