Thought id start my own today and get these crazy thoughts out of my mind before i go mad !!!!

Been trying for a few months without any joy, the last couple of weeks i have been feeling very out of sorts, tired sore bbs, light headed etc,, did two test and they were BFN, and am due on tomorro. Feeling very emotional with it all and keep weeping every 5 mins, everywhere i look someone is having a baby and its making me feel worse, the fun seems to have gone out of it all at the moment.
Gonna try and chill out and have a chat with OH when he gets in from work as he doesnt know how i feel either - he is desperate for us to have a baby so are my parents so im well under pressure !!!

Some for your journal!

Good luck! I hope you get your soon.

Good luck hon, try not to let the pressue get 2 u! Tho your tiredness etc sounds like a damn good sign. Fingers crossed! x

BFN on the old test but the hasnt arrived either, had some tests done at the doctors a few days ago as i was feeling under the weather and they have advised today its a kidney infection and is probabaly the reason why i have been feeling so rough. Had a real good chat with my OH last night and he was great, he new something was wrong anyway. We are going out for lunch today and are gonna try and have some fun for a change. The doc's said have a couple of days rest and i should feel brand new. Here's hoping !!!

Feeling much better today, thank the lord lol!!!

Had a good nights sleep and a good chat with the lovely OH, we are having a lovely time painting the house !! It all needs to be done by Tues cant see that happening somehow. I have got 3 no less interviews for jobs tomorrow so ill have to leave the manual labour to Craig, oh dear never mind lol!!

Really want this part time marketing co-ordinator role - looks really cool.

I feel as though the is about to arrive and i am late but i can feel its coming, think i must be late with all the stress and being ill and what not.

Have decided to take control of my well being as i need to be very healthy and hopefully get my BFP soon, if anyone has any good tips please let me know!!

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Good Luck hun!



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Well im off on my job interviews today, got 3 all together this afternoon, feel very distracted tho".

The hasnt reared her ugly head yet but i can feel its on its way lol!!

If its coming i just want i it to hurry up and get on with it! At least then i can start charting properly and then ill know where i am.

Im feeling optomistic tho for a change and excited again. xx


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Hope you feel better soon xx

Missed a couple of days i know its been so busy i cant keep up with it all, went to my 3 job interviews and got offered two of the jobs i wanted YAY!!!

Accepted one to start Tuesday but the has still not arrived!!
I dunno what the heck to make of it all!!! Have discssed with OH and if it hasnt come by tues im gonna take another test.

I doubt im gonna get my BFP just yet but you never know !!!

Congrats on the job interviews 2 out of 3 is brill, spoilt for choice. It's not over until the shows her face. I hope she stays away and you get your BFP! Lots of to you! x