Okay, so this is the first month that my husband and I have been actively TTC, and I already feel like I'm going baby crazy. I went off the pill last month and from then 'til now I have spent more money on baby making products than I've spent on clothes!
It's such a weird thing, TTC. I mean, I've started getting excited over things that I would have considered repulsive a few years ago -- for example, the texture and consistency of my CM. My teenage self would be so repulsed.
Anyway, I ovulated on the 4th or the 5th (judging by my LH surge), so now I'm just waiting it out until test time. I tested this morning even though I knew it would be negative... but at least looking around this forum, I know I'm not alone in my insanity! And that's another thing, getting excited about peeing on a little stick - not to mention paying an arm and a leg for that little stick - is not something I would've normally considered the highlight of my week, but go figure, that's TTC for you.
Like I was saying, after loads of BD with my DH, I have to play the waiting game... GOD, I HATE THE FRIGGIN' WAITING GAME! So now most of my days are spent in an attempt to read my body for possible signs of pregnancy which, frankly, seems a little silly. Me: "Ooh, I feel cramping. Hmm... is that implantation or is it a sign of AF?" "Ooh, I feel slightly sick. Maybe it was that pizza I had for lunch -- or maybe I'm pregnant!" "Ooh, I feel dizzy. Maybe I should've stood up more slowly... or maybe I'm pregnant!"
I'm amazed my husband hasn't done away with me already.
Okay, so this is the shortest TTC journal ever... because I tested this morning and just got my BFP!!!! Guess my symptoms really weren't all in my head...
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