Being a person who never thought I would have children (because I didn't want them) - I now find it odd that I REALLY want one. I watch babies at every restaurant - become jealous of my friends who have kids or are pregnant.

This was the first cycle where we somewhat tried. My cycles are pretty regular, and we DTD the day before O and day of O. No signs yet, except for some cramping, but could be - who knows.

My cervix is really high and hard today - but not getting my hopes up

Good luck!

Good Luck!

Here's some for your journal

xx

Good luck! xxx

Not much news today. I was having weird cramps pretty much all day yesterday and started to get nauseous in the afternoon. Today most of that is gone - just dealing with minor cramps. Could just be ol' AF giving me a hard time.... At least we are getting away this weekend, that should keep my mind busy from the anticipation of Monday - either AF or BFP (hopefully)!!

Mmmmm! sounds hopeful really. Here's a bit of for your journey.

So here we are - still waiting. The strange cramps continue... No tenderness in bbs, but who knows. Keep feeling quite nauseous, but not enough to *blech* just a general pukey feeling.

Last night was crazy, though - just to add to my stress.

Came home and started taking care of the horses. My one dog, Kyoko, began to have a seizure and the other dogs attacked her. Got her clear of them and hosed her off (their slobber attracted a lot of mud). I put her in the car to take her to the vet, just to come inside and see two of my other dogs going at each other.

I yelled out the door at them and they didn't stop. Come to find out, Payson had his paw through Bubba's collar and was choking him. I ran out there, and Bubba went limp and lost control of his bowels. I was finally able to get the collar off and had to give Bubba CPR. He finally came to. Blood was coming out of his mouth, but after a few minutes, he seemed ok. My fiance came home and took over so I could take Kyoko to the vet. Today everyone is fine, but GEEZ!

Anway, I leave town tomorrow for my vacation for three days. My plan is to test on Wednesday (ordered them today) as is due on Monday. So if she takes a vacation - hope we have a BFP.

I have had some fluttering or bubbles in my area (by my uterus). Not sure what that is, but never have felt it before.

Good luck on your journey x

Good luck lovely xxx

Good luck. Hopefully you get your