Thankyou!

CD21 - 8dpo

Wow i really dunno how to cope with being soo tired, im exhausted!

Stayed round my friends last night and she got up with DS this morning so i could sleep in (for once! hehe) and im still sat here yawning! lol

Still an increase in creamy cm and cp still high.

Tested with FMU - BFN. Will test again on monday - 10dpo.

xx

Good luck darling!

1/04/08

CD24 - 11dpo

Tested FMU - BFN

Im having more symptoms now, headaches, cramping pain in my right side, tender bbs, constipation (TMI lol) ALOT of cm, increase in appetite, backache, and im so very tired!

Ugh i dunno what to think, trying to stay positive. I know im not out til gets me and shes not due til Fri/Sat so still time yet, but i hate the waiting so much!

Anyways.. will test again in morning

xx

Good Luck Ana, hope this is your month sweetie. luv nic xx

02/04/08

CD25 - 12dpo

Well im so disappointed this morning. I got a very faint line appear on a clearblue hpt yesterday and i was unsure as to whether is was Evap or BFP.. it did show up almost immediately but i know clearblue are well known for Evap lines, it did however get my hopes up a little bit as much as i tried my best not to. Anyway tested today with FMU and got a very definite BFN

AF due in 2 days, i have been getting stronger cramps in my right side now for past 4days, since 9dpo (i had lighter ones since 4dpo) and as i was trying to stay positive about it being implantation im now pretty sure its just af on her way

Feeling pretty down today but ive just gotta keep telling myself im not out til she gets me. Cant wait for weekend so i know one way or the other!

xx

Hey hun,

sorry to hear about your bfn. i had the very same prob this month - wrote in my journal about it - having tested with clearblue and got faint pos - got my hopes up - then the dreaded got me....

But, like u say your not out until she comes.... so im hoping u do get your

Thanks hun

Really do think im out this month now, i had really painful cramps earlier (still in my right side though!?) and lower back ache which i always get before af due, bbs getting tender and ive noticed im getting a couple of spots (although its not really normal for me to get skin breakouts before af) soo im pretty sure she'll get me soon!

Ah well, i will catch that egg next cycle!!

Good Luck next cycle.

Thanks

Well i took a CB Digi this morning as im due af tomoro so if i was pregnant im pretty sure it would show on a digi now and it said very clearly 'Not Pregnant' so im not testing again now, i dont wanna see anymore BFN's just gonna wait to see if she shows

CD27 - 13dpo (technically 14dpo as its after midnight hehe)

Well today.. or yesterday.. lol but i havent slept yet so still today to me anyway, i have had loads of lower backache and some cramps again so i just dunno what to think of that.. af or early pg?? so confusing..

due to get me tomoro and she usually attacks during the night so i expect ill wake up to her arrival in the morning!

Obviously i have not totally given up hope and i really want her to stay away! Hoping im just being paranoid, and all these af symptoms are really early pregnancy symptoms.. maybe i implanted late so dont have enough hormone to give a BFP?? I think im just wishfull thinking there but gotta keep a little bit of PMA or ill end up driving myself crazy! lol

Will update when or IF she turns up

xxx