It has been four and a half months since I lost my little boy. I was eighteen weeks along when I went to a genetic counselor because I was told my baby might have downs syndrome, instead I find out my baby had passed.
I delivered Gabryel Alexander Flowers on October 20, 2007 at 12:25 am. He was tiny and beautiful, but the cause of death is unknown.
This is going on my fourth month of TTC. I was told I have a good chance of doing so quickly. I am TTC before the end of this year because I must go on some medication for my health condition that I cannot take if I am pg or planning to be pg. Me and my fiance made the decision to have a family before starting my medicine because this is something I may have to do for the rest of my life, and we want the chance to have a healthy baby.
I am charting and we baby dance like maniacs. We have a really good relationship, we have always been romantic easily so we have no pressure because we BD pretty regularly anyway.
So now I am in the 2WW. Stressful when your cycles are wonky. I usually wait for a period and know that it isn't our month. But I wonder how long I will wait, since eventually if all goes as planned we will have to test to get that BFP.
I have to be thankful for my friends, especially Carley, she always gives me someone to talk to and lots of baby dust!
Aw sweetie, you poor thing. What a horrible thing to endure. I hope you get your BFP by the end of the year! if I could, I would give you my bean, but unfortunately I can't, so im just going to send you heaps and heaps of baby dust.
Good luck on your quest!
So since I an still going with the flow I like to read up on the people testing right now and I have to say...Wow so many in here! I get all giddy seeing people getting their positives! I am waiting patiently for my positive!
I have been peeing ALL DAY so I can not wait until testing...
I wouldn't be too upset if it was a negative but there is always hope!
Aw sweetie, you poor thing. What a horrible thing to endure. I hope you get your BFP by the end of the year! if I could, I would give you my bean, but unfortunately I can't, so im just going to send you heaps and heaps of baby dust. 
in here! I get all giddy seeing people getting their positives! 
I am waiting patiently for my positive!
I hope you get some good news soon
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