krockwell

YaY! Good luck with the ! I sooooo hope you get it this month!
Lots of for you!
Maybe we'll be preggers together! That would be great to have someone to compare and chat with about our pregnancy woes.

GOOD LUCK!

Carley

good luck babe!

jolyn

Yay - hope its ur lucky month again hun, good luck with this cycle

Nic-Flowers

Thanks for the notes everyone. I am in a mood since I have a horrible metallic taste in my mouth. I am 3 dpo as of this moment and I am hoping that I have a sticky little bean somewhere in my naughty bits.

Nic-Flowers

The metallic taste is gone...I can finally eat something that doesn't taste like I am easting change.

No other symptoms have some up yet, but I am only 4 dpo

CloudyDay

Eeeww! Glad that's over for you!

Nic-Flowers

I have decided to get on this ride again, this month we have the same old start. I got my period, so I wait in line patiently to have my go on the roller coaster. My period ends and I climb into that seat, the safety bar buckles me into a focused train of thought. I ride up the slow assent getting ready to peak and see the possibilities ahead of me. I look all around and baby dance like crazy as I suddenly plummet from the peak and go spiraling through the thrills and chills of the two week wait. (that is where I am now) and then what will happen? Will I finish the ride and go on the incredibly slow but rewarding boat ride of pregnancy? Get queasy, vomit, but still have fun? Or will I roll back into the station just to realize the safety bar has a tight hold on me and get ready to go again.

I like my little metaphor here, I just made it up as I went but I think it works nicely.

Hmmm, and what of the other things in my day? I flea dipped the cats, all three adults and both kittens. I went grocery shopping and then played some game cube. I plan to finished up the "chores" and do the dishes and vacuum tomorrow, but there are no guarantees.

I tried to get on MSN but I failed horribly, my computer is just too slow since the storm fried our old modem. I have been so frustrated with it lately.

I am still eating tons and tons of food and I have already made a substantial dent in my DR. Pepper reserve. I also entered the code from the box the soda come in and I won a T-shirt. Cool. A free shirt.

I am sitting here with Jeff while he watches poker on the telly and I wonder how he can watch it? It practically puts me to sleep. *yawn*

I have been trying to reach my friend about this person who wants a kitten, I need to figure out which one she is taking so we can get the other one a home or whatever. They both have different personalities so I would like to know what kind of cat she is wanting. Dingo is playful but likes to nap a lot. Darla is a hyper playful kitten that barely sleeps and likes to lick you to death. I was thinking about keeping one until my cat Critter cam back after a week of being missing. I think four cats is a bit much but I do want a kitten badly. I just keep thinking that sooner or later I will have a pregnancy (and the resulting baby) to keep my mind off the kitten thing and I will forget all about it.

I am still really bloated, I look like my skin has been traded out for a new skin one size too small. I can see veins in my stomach and I am a bit gassy and constipated. (all of the stomach and intestinal stuff may be from my health condition) I have a headache that comes and goes that could easily be blamed on the fact that I quit smoking 5 days ago...but it feels somewhat "hormonal" I don't know how to explain it. My naughty bits feel like they are being pulled up (as if on a string) and the same goes for my stomach. (it feels as if it is being pulled down) Have I developed a black hole in my guts that is causing my organs to migrate to the center?

I have about a week to go until I test. (July 4) I am really hoping this is my month, please let history repeat itself and give me another June BFP and March due date. (but please OH PLEASE let me carry to term and have a healthy baby)

JUST NOW: a big sharp pain shot though my naughty bits, up from the inside to about an inch below and to the right of my belly button in a straight line. It hasn't happened again but it is still sore.

Nic-Flowers

I just LOVE to see no replies on my journal...it seems all of my friends have moved on to first tri. I still have Krockwell. I just wish I could stay positive...I just feel alone.

Nic-Flowers

Nic-Flowers

I am getting a little tired of hearing everyone tell me and everyone else to use a digi.
What is up?
Do you hold stock in the company?
Do you get commission for getting people to use it?

I am on my eighth cycle, and if I used a digi every cycle I would be out of $80.00 or more by now, I could buy a crib for my future child with that cash. A cheapie works just fine as long as you test at the right time. I refuse to spend $11.00 on something that does the same thing as what I get for $1.00 (or $13.00 for three name brand tests) I know you mean well by suggesting the digi but seriously it is a waste of money.

I seriously get so tired of hearing people talk about certain things so much that I could leave BnB and not ever look back. People push their "miracle" products and they need to understand that it does not work the same for everyone, and making comments about financial situations is not nice. Just because someone has a hard week or two does not mean you can "suggest" that they should wait for a better time to TTC. I can almost guarantee that you would not want someone telling you to wait for a "better" time, so keep it to yourself. I have had some tough times lately and we were tight on cash, but we are out of that rough patch and we are fine.

We may not be able to buy some of the things you can, but we can get what we need, and what we will need to bring a baby into this world. I do not buy useless things, and that saves me a lot of trouble in the long run.

This may seem mean and rude, but some of the things people have said to me have been equally (or more) rude and I just want to let people know that it bothers me. Not everyone has the same beliefs or lifestyles so just let it go, I have tried very hard not to say anything negative to anyone here, but that courtesy has not been extended to the rest of us.

I am still deciding if I will leave BnB, most of you are great and supportive, but I would appreciate it if we could all leave negative comments off of everyone's posts. It may not seem negative to you but talking about people's financial situations not being fit to TTC is negative, and it should be kept to yourself instead of shared with the whole forum.