Hiya, and THANK YOU all for such sweet postings, i really appreciate it, i really do.
Im still nauseous.. altho i think im getting used to it.. that is, when at work im too busy to think about it but when i do i can almost make myself retch. Now when home i can really feel it....
OH wants me to go to doc if it keeps up. NOOOOoooo, id rather wait and see what happens..ok, so, of course i hope for a bfp but well, its a case of hoping for the best but expecting the worst . Make sense?
Im still disturbed by the fact i have no boob pain as ive always had it with af or when i last was pg... annoyed
and its the first thing i check for in the morning..in addition to extremely close knicker watch, lol!! Cannot believe my life has come down to this ridiculousness, ha, ha! Maybe my mum is right saying she'd much rather come back as a man in next life
I try to be pragmatic..im afraid im not doing a very good job at it...argh!!!!
On the positive front, my OH (fiancee, lol) is taking me ring shopping on saturday. We have a reasonable budget but nothing crazy..but enough for a proper looking engangement ring..something stylish but not carats and carats, if you get my drift.I dont care, its a token after all. Ive got my man and he's got me and that's all that matters! Surprisingly, he's gone from we'll get married..erhm.. next year or 2 ..to 'we should get married next year and you should start researching stuff now' etc... Bloody hell! Dont get me wrong, am very chuffed by it all as i dont come from a very conventional background with normal jobs, normal weddings etc, so it all feels quite special... i think im quite a lucky girl after all...
will get ya... and i'm not gonna give her the pleasure of doing me in!!!
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