NikiJJones

Good to hear you're sounding so positive. It must have been all that Paris atmosphere that did it. I was hoping for a Paris trip myself over the summer, but DH hasn't sent off his passport application yet! BUM!
The 43 year old with her first pregnancy has given me endless hope! So good to hear about things like that! Thanks.
Hugs and good luck for more BDing,

Tanya

please rub your PMA on me... I am still waiting patiently for as no sign of only s Feel like I cant go on sometimes and then I read your posts and feel better... thanks for being such a hunny!!

Good luck with catching eggie!!

tansey

your journal is the last thing i'm reading before i goto bed from now on as you are so lovely and positive. I wish i could be like you, i can actually feel myself going a ittle bit mad already - frustration, threats to go the doc when AF shows, and a tinge of sadness and anger AND i'm only 1DPO!

So for you my positive friend and on behalf of the others on here who agree with me that you are great - here is a group hug with you in the middle!

akamummy

Tansey that group hug is a scream!
Omi, hope you are doing ok! Feel free to PM whenever you like!

superp123

Thanks for the post in my journal!!
Sounds like you're positive as ever. Hope you catch that illusive BFP soon.
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Omi

Again, ladies...my PMA is all thanks to You!!!

So whats new?..well, i forgot to mention yesterday i had some weird dream where me and Ronaldo (Christiano is it?? sorry, i dont follow football...) were an item. Funny thing was i wasnt that crazy about him but was very scheming, thinking things like...hm..i can always marry him and then get a huge payout in the divorce. Shocking! Outragous! Who knew i turned into this materialistic alter ego when dreaming, lol!!!

Anyway, had a break from bd yesterday as oh was knackered/hungover from craziness on saturday..just as well so can get lady bits a breather..LOL!! He has promised a last stab (no pun, honest!) at it tonight..but he's working so i'll give him a gentle reminder by text- just so he knows where his priorities lie..ha, ha!

I will say though...even i have feelings of doubt.. i woke up today thinking ive got no chance this month- and you always wanna feel like you do, you know? But i then had to remind myself i got pg last when bd the night before i got a peak (which was yesterday) so must not let this pessimism and catastrophising ( Catastrophising is to automatically think that nothing will ever work out; that the worst will always happen).....take hold!!!! Nope, there's no room for that sort of crap!

One of the ladies at work showed me her arm at work, she knows about my mc and is ttc as well so we've bonded over this topic...obviously dont get much time to talk about it, but she whispered it was a pre conception test..whatever that is? She's been trying for 2 years and is gonna be 37...i told her im going to docs next thursday. God i hope he'll be pro active about it..im just so worried i'll (well, we'll) show up and be told that since already conceived can bugger off , lol! Ok, so i dont really think this is true...but one worries about this in a silly way...

Went to the dentist, started on a rootcanal... (again, im sorry to say its not my first- i have rotten teeth- through no fault of my own..dont look bad but are very bad indeed...grrr..i really need to get pg so can get some of them fixed for free, lol!!) So now i have loopsided face practically...oh, joy!! lol!

Aye, so thats me practically in the 2 week wait...can i be bothered, bovvered??? Not really, wish i could be induced into coma and woken up to end of it....i find the symptom spotting a real hassle... its so ingrained now i cannot help it..ARGH!!!! I do it subconsiously..even when have af. WTF??

Och, well.... on i go on the yellowbrick road..i shall succeed in the end..(hopefully its a very short road..im rather impatient, have a bad ankle and am a tad lazy, lol!!!)

Love to you all , my ttc godessess...dont forget, we're closer to God as we make life like Him....(but maybe he's lost my number..LOL!!!)

Big , Omi xxx

tansey

When i went doc he was really impressed that we caught 1st month - i was like it didn't last very long! but he mentioned it a few times and I was getting rather annoyed so he gave me cd21 bloods. If i don't catch this month i'm going to ask for cd2/3 bloods and play the age card.
You keep up the PMA - we love you for it! xx

Omi

Aw, Thanks Tans,

you really keep me going, you do!!

I keep having hopes of catching within this year so can give hope to other ladies as well..but sod it....it'll happen in time- when god willls it, i guess! Im so going to tell the doc exactly how i feel, though..ok, so smearing it on a bit thick, but i have no other choice, and also, have no need to lie, really..its all ' im 38 going on 39 , please give me hope- otherwise i might lose the will to live' really.,....

lets hope it i get somewhere, eh? Fingers crossed! As oh says, 'it'll be fine!'

Now waiting for oh to come home..... lets hope there's some 'sexing' time involved, lol!!

Otherwise its just me and some pussy-quite literally! I mean the kitties, of course!!!

Have a good night all, and may we dream of our true bfp tonight!!


Omi xxx

akamummy

Oh darl...by the time Im writing this its probably night time over there! And you and OH are probably right now!
So Im sending you some sticky

elmaxie

Just popping by to say hey!!

Leaving you some




after all those thats happened this month(and its still early on too!) we have plenty for everyone on ttc...so lets get spreading it for yours and others in the next few weeks!



Emma.xx