Aaaw!!! Thanks for all the lovely posts..this is why i love b&b...you guys cheer me up thus making it easier to keep my pma!!

I had a high on the cbfm yesetrday and a peak today!! I also had a fantastically painful ov pain yesterday so very much suspected id get a peak today- thank god things are back to normal!!!

(i have one of those weird to some, ov pains that is a very sharp very painful long cramp, just one- and just like that its gone!)
We have been really good with the bd and i really, really hope oh is not gonna let me down as it usually dies down (libido) just when i think we should still be at it..but oh seems
very motivated at the moment and is as keen as i to get the elusive bfp so i hope we can get a nother sesh in today and tomorrow and i shall be very happy to say the least, lol!
We were at a bbq yesterday and a woman there had her 11 day! old baby son there- which i of course aquisitioned from her pronto..i even said the words 'watch out, seriously broody woman coming at you!!' LOL
I then spent about an hour carrying her little bundle and everybody was like..'wow, you're a natural..look he's so contented! etc' i was very proud of myself and enjoyed it immensly..even oh would beam at me from time to time..aw, it was nice
Even better, there was this massively pregnant woman there as well..which again (i know i sound crazy but i believe one needs to be proactive in ttc so any info i can get from actually pg woman or women with small babies is essential!! LOL!!) I cornerned and asked all about her pregnancy. She told me she's 43!!! First baby!!! She also said 'be as agressive as you can when ttc- do anything you have to..and look at me!! I found out just before my 43'rd birthday- so it can be done!!' Great stuff!!
As i have mentioned before, im taking it easy from now on with the ttc..as long as i get some bd in @ ov time im happy. Apart from that i dont expect anything major..i dont expect to get pg right away (ha,ha..says the woman who's been trying for over a year now

) but i believe not being too much of an eager beaver for the bfp, will help me in the long-run. Having said that- yeah, im as hopeful as ever, i keep fingers crossed and pray for it all the time- i just dont expect to get a bfp this or next month but if it happens i will be the happiest woman alive!!! Ive given myself until xmas before i go mad again, lol!!
So thats what ive been up to...today i must clean the house as a total hovel and then its back to work and all that jazz!
keep the pma my lovelies- It will happen for us all!!!!

, Omi xxx