Omi

Aaw, thanks girls!

To be honest you guys keep me going, you really do!!

There's no point in being down in the dumps because as my mum wisley says (but never listens to herself- hrmph!) dont take your sorrows in advance as then you'll be worrying twice!

or as i like to say ' shit happens anyway- so why worry about it! '

its gonna happen when it'll happen.. what can i do.. zippo, zilch, nada, nothing..so im gonna do what i always do- live life and hope one of these days (weeks, months?) my lovingly awaited bfp will land in my lap- literally, lol!!

Tans- that sucks about your doc.. a friend at work has the same thing.. why? i dont understand??? Anyway, hmm.. i could have had an apmt next week but since im already going to the dentist next week i thought i should lay off it..its not an emergency after all My lovely oh goes back to work that week, but he said its fine as only planning that week, no students yet so he can make it fine!

Im off to meet my oh in the pub, enjoy the rest of the nice weather (quite literally, its going pearshaped the rest of the week...grrr!) and buy a drink for our catsitter!!

, Omi xxx

CloudyDay

Hiya Omi! Thanks for sprinklin' your cheerfulness over my "BFP after 6+ months" thread and in my journal. I'm in "lurk" mode for now but I'll still be following your journal. Can I join your cheerleading squad? Here's a lame-o cheer I quickly concocted for you!

akamummy

Omi
Just thought Id in to see how your trip went! YAY! Toilets are a good thing! Its summer over there right now isnt it? Was there many tourists there, that you could notice? You know the type...the backpackers that wear sock with those hiddeous sandals and cargo shorts (kakhi in colour) and tans only where their t-shirts stop You can always pick them a mile off...usually they are German...Why is that! Is there a tourist uniform for all German tourists?
Anyway, thats what they seem to wear over here! Hilarious!

Im glad you had a nice time picnicing! Thats my type of holiday! Just staying put and going for leasurly walks....not galavanting here there and everywhere! chin chin!

NeyNey

Hey Sweetcheeks.

Just wanted to say Hello. I like your last post, you made some pretty important points there! It's amazing how out of control you feel when TTC, like you have no power over anything! Except the BD of course.

Hang in there darlin

For your upcoming O

And just for you

tansey

I like what your mum says and the 'shit happens' used to be my view - don't know when i lost it, so thank you for reminding me!
Also very jealous of your weight loss - mine has gone up! I'm sure a pub meal and ale really helped last night! Oh well shit happens!

I know what i was going to ask you - do you think that the CBFM once it's started on its run of HIGHs that it won't go back down to LOW? Looking at my sticks they look like LOWs rather than HIGHs. Or maybe i shouldn't be looking at them becasue it probably reads them different to what i see?

Anyway, hope you're not too busy in work! xx

NikiJJones

Hi Omi,
So glad you had a great time in Paris, and spotted some of the cemetary kitties. I bet your little fur balls are glad to have you back though. I miss mine sooooo much when we go away!!

Thanks for your sympathetic messages on my threads. It is great to have so much support.

Sorry AF got you, but you seem to be being philosophical about TTC, which is a great way to be. I'm also at docs on Aug 14th. Let's hope its a productive day for both of us.

Tanya

i just wanted to say thanks for all your positivity - your journal always makes me feel better.. sometimes i just feel will never happen and then I read your journal and I slap myself and feel better... thanks hun

Omi

Ooooh, its so lovely to come back and see all the lovely posts..i shall try to go through them one by one..lets see..

Cloudy day- of course you can join..this is b&b not some freakish cult..although it probably can seem that way to our oh's And i luurve your chant!!!-that's the spirit..see ladies..i shall spread the ttc happiness all around and before you know we'll all be preggers- that's my cunning plan!!!!

Marina- Paris was full of tourists, many of which were french (as its they're holiday from july- aug) but i saw or should i say heard eveything, spanish, italian, norwegian, swedish, polish, ukranian, finnish, german.. i suspect you're referring to the backpackers...luckily didnt run into too many of them..but i know the look you're referring to though, lol!! Chin chin, indeed..i shall have one for you shall i ? LOL!!

Ney Ney- sweetheart...you are such a sweet and couragegous girl..keep the faith and i defenitely urge anyone ttc to jump off obsessiveness and go on living as much as normal...its better for ones mental health and i definitely believe it spills over to your health and ttc as well... Not that you did of course..but there's a lot to say for taking it easy... I DO believe it'll happen for you, bunny- i do!!! And as Tish once said, if you wanna feel better, im 38- 39 in 7 months- you got plenty of time!!!!! love to ya!!!

Tans- i have to admit I look at the sticks, lol!! I looked it up on peeonastick.com..ive personally never had a low after a high..i have however, gone from low to peak- very annoying! And since then i always look at the sticks....it works though ) I thought i spied a very faint second line..but it could have been me having doublevision due to it being 7am...and also im not due to o until next tues..mon at the earliest..i did have some ewcm today though...i shall keep an eye on the cbfm. sticks and all!!!! oh, and the weight..well, if i had 3.6 kg to lose id be floating on air..and as my mum says (god, she creeps up everywhere doesnt she, lol) the fist pounds are the easiest and the last few the hardest..damn..im back on the evil nazi diet again now after the holiday- no more brie and pate for me..... lol!!

Nicky- yes, the kitties were lovely although had a bit of cat-rage..i'll explain shall i? At montmartre cemetary we spotted a lovely kitty grooming on a grave... unfortunately this prefect photo opportunity was ruined when ( god forgive me, im really not this terrible person i'll sound like- honest!!!) a chinese/korean coulple decided to have a bit of a close up..moving closer and closer all the while making noise on the gravel- cat left!!! I was fuming!!! In fact i kept on mentioning this throughout the trip.. i also let slip something rather horrible and very nasty..something about eating cats and dogs..i know. im very ashamed and OH was less than impressed to say the least-in fact quite distgusted at my cat-rage and nasty outburst..which by the way was just whispered to him, obviously....

but, im glad i could support you somehow..you really deserved it though and we shall continue to support one another until the blessed day and beyond- deal? Docs will go swimmingly- i hope- nye believe even !!!

Just keep going- thats what i keep telling you all..we will get there in the end. I promise!!!

Big, Big to all!!!

Omi xxx

tansey

very funny!

P.S. I'm only 5ft so every kilo shows badly so i just set myself a realistic target

NikiJJones

Omi: I would have done the same I'm sure! People who scare off cats when I'm trying to photograph them/ cuddle them... Grrrrr!