Yay Omi, hope you jumped on him hun
Go go spermies get that eggy!!!
xxx

Ah, well... things have not gone according to plan this week...

OH was shattered all week and working late nights (he runs his own business in addition to having a normal day job). So have been feeling a bit crap about that but i also try to be pragmatic... whats meant to be will be etc. so Im not all depressed about it or anything. There's still a tiny chance but i doubt it very much, however, i also realise its my impatience as hey, i haven't really had a period yet after the mc so its not all doom and gloom but rather upwards and onwards!!!

I have been felling strange for the last 2 days as well. Totally messing with my head... I've been having really vivid dreams, ,me with my little daughter etc.. hello?? I never dreamt stuff like that even when pg.

the cm has been strange as well, on and off for a week.. not like normal. Ive been really tired not long after waking and yesterday i felt nauseous, so much so i had to go make myself sick! I keep on having small cramps.. And, i had no ov pain as i usually do. Argh! its all messed up.

I know what it is, though..its my body regulating itself and trying to get all the hormone levels normal and stuff, but geezo! I just want to get back to my normal dependable self...what if it never happens? eeek! What if its a total new learning curve and 25 years of knowing my fertility is out the window and i have to learn to understand it all over again... Better not start catastrophising, eh? lol...

Anyway, thats what's been going on..thank God Easter is coming up- a few days off, yay!!!

oh, no! im feeling naseaus again!!! same time as yesterday.. what is going on, i never feel sick like this... im sure im making it up..its all in my head.. I'll probably get a terrible period and this will be going on til it comes.. argh!

What CD are you on Omi?

its impossible to say rumpskin as i had the d&c feb 22nd and no af yet.. God only knows,ha, ha... i think i might be going a bit crazy..its just so weird, thats all..and boobs feel totally normal

It could be and I hope it is a BFP lovely (I have just posted on your other thread) or it could be AF playing games xxx

Thanks Rumpskin for answering my thread, and here of course

I am more inclined to go with your opinion to be honest.. time will tell, i guess.. and then af will show up, lol... xxx

Please dont darling, now I feel bad. Your symptoms sound so promising and I trully hope you get what you so deserve xx

Dont feel bad!!!!

Im seriously in your camp in this one. Ive never been one of those girls who goes crazy and over interprets everything (well, if I say so myself, lol) (no offence to you girlies )

Its just the weirdness of not knowing what to expect after the mc, as you know yourself.. its all over the place, so where i'd normally be very pragmatic (hopeful yes, but pragmatic) i just dont know what to think at this time...

I guarantee you its af..im even having a laugh at this one, honest.. she's such an evil b*tch, ha, ha.... xxx

ps. im not really as crazy as i sound, lol... i just think it would be very bad if i set myself up for a fall, and i DO think its just af..i do ... (while harbouring a teeny tiny hope its not, of course, lol) xxxx

Phew, that makes me feel better Omi.

When witchy came after m/c, I was so pleased to see her. I felt a little 'closure' if that makes some sense and the start of a brand new cycle.

xx