Bollo**s!!!
OH worked very late last night and by the time we got at it shall we say, we had no luck...or rather he didnt and i had secondary no luck, lol... I laugh now, but wait, you'll understand later on.
Understandibly i felt dissapointed but I also didnt want to make a big deal out of it as i really dont think that would be helpful, you know..after all i want to keep him sweet on the idea of practically enforced sex
..but then he said the words that made me feel sorry as he said' oh, i feel like im dissapointing you!'... well, i made the customary 'aw, its ok,..while thinking of alternative ways of harvesting his goods...ha, ha...
This morning i had the usual feelings..grumble, grumble..'another month lost' etc, etc.. but then...
...i noticed at work i have major, major ov cm..like i always do when ov and all was forgotten!!! he promised last night to finish work earlier and that (fingers crossed) it aint over yet!!!
I cant be annoyed with him because he tried..and as much as i want him to be my own private sperm donor, he's only human, too. And whereas i only have to be a resepticle ( really, i could be asleep, whatever, as long as it'd get done
) he actually has to be mentally and physically prepared for the task, i guess.. aw, bless..love him madly!!
To finish off i poas an hour ago and im defo ovulating! Im so happy that my body is being good to me and that although id be dissapointed if no bfp i will be counting my blessings none the less, xxx
your way for your ttc journey while I'm here.
So, plan so far being executed with military presition..(except when cat jumped on OH privates while in bed...ha, ha... luckily no harm done phew, otherwise no ha, ha's but more like boo-hoo's
) and we forged on!!! Objective reached and im glad to say there's another mission tonight- and so shall it continue this week.. i hope... unless bits fall off or similar, lol! 
!!! 
Here's to all of us getting what we want!!! xxx
until i get proof of otherwise, lol!
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