Hi Guys, and THANKS x 1000 for being so sweet

!!
After my meltdown last week me and oh had a long talk and the general outcome is a) not to indulge in my (obvious) b&b obsession, toooo much, lol! b) try to bd lots and NOT obsess about when we HAVE to!
I really feel soooo much better and have a much more sunnier outlook on it all, i feel like the old me and oh even said, 'you're back!' He was really worried id sink into some deep depression or somthing..but he pulled me out and having the chat helped LOADS!!
Funny thing he was talking about it to his friend at work, who's grlfriend had mc a month before me and answered '..hmrf..must be something in the air..' Oh, dear! LOL!!
Anyway, in strange fertility land where i apparently live this has happened..
Had ewcm thursday, friday and saturday..wouldnt have been much of anything (as i know its possible post ov) however, cbfm had 2 lines as did opk on saturday and its bang on when i normally ov (and according to mymonthlycycles), so didnt tell oh and bd just in case
So now- again- have no idea when will have af..and frankly i dont care.. it'll come when it does or maybe not at all

but im like 'whatever!!'
I now firmly believe i'll get pg again..i just dont know when
All the best to all of you and thanks again for all the good wishes and for caring,
Love you all, xxxxxxxx


