jolyn

Come on let's go get our BFP's, welcome to the 2ww x

Omi

Aw, cheers, bunny!!

Lets do it this time, eh. Come on BFP's all around!!!!!

xxx Omi

Alexandra

I have a good feeling about you this month. You're leaving us as well. You'll find out in a few days

akamummy

Yes thanks bunny for the comment in my pregy journal...so thought I would return the favour!
Anyway, feeling yukky at the moment! Quite squeemish and plain ole gross!

Im keeping my fingers crossed for you sweet pea...come on you can do it! I know you can! keep at it!

I have given both Kriger and Angus a cuddle and kisses for you! They werent impressed as they were asleep! I woke them up!
Its starting to get cold here now in the mornings and at night! Brrr Im freezing! Get out the flanelette pjs! although its probably not as cold as where you live!

Well take care and Also Patience dust, patience dust, patience dust~

carmen

Hola Kitty Kat,

Well i thought i would use some of my break at work, to add some comments in the journals.

I am off on my hols tomorrow so i just wanna say ... good luck this week with the Hope you catch it darl really do!

Kaelia67

Exactamondo!!

Good luck babe! My finger's, leg's, toes, eyes and even my hair are crossed for you!! Yes I look a mess!!
Lot's of
xxx

polo_princess

Hey lovely just checking in on your to see how this cycle is going!!

Sending you a looooooovely sprinkle of sticky

Nic

Hellooooo!!! Haven't seen you in ages!!!

just had a read through and catching up on what's been going on with you - bit of a nightmare with the early O date but you seem to have taken it in your stride!! I think it probably was the AC as that made me O early as well. Hope you've not had any more scary days at the office!

loads of hun, I think this could be a very very good month indeed. I think its the sunny weather giving me a sunny disposition! here's to lots of spring bumps!!!!

Omi

Hi Guys,

I had somewhat of a meltdown yesterday... met OH after work and had a drink in the sunshine..but even sitting there this sneaking thought came to me that i'll never be happy until i get pg again..

This lead to me beeing all teary at home and blowing my nose while cooking in kitchen. OH asked if i was ok, and i finally said no.. that we'll end up like old saddo's with only cats for company- not an option!! Our main problem is that OH runs his own business on the side (of regular work) and this means he's shattered most days. so despite assurances that next month we'll be at it like bunnies.. most bd days end up with no action.. its killing me as im doing all i can but i cant do that bit.

OH (was funny in hindsight) said, well, i cant take all those pills or poas... I said , i know.. but i feel really alone in this and very unhappy as ( anyone under 35, or with children, please do not take this the bad way!!) im getting older and i cannot conceive of a life w/o children ( we dont wanna adopt)...its getting me depressed as ill be 39 if we have kids next year.. if that doesnt work.. ivf has a 2 year wait here..so we're looking at 2years +++.. i'll be 42+..its not an option, honest!! NOT.

So OH said he's a bit fed up with other work situation too..
But its a bit of pain in the neck as its what he loves to do and i dont want him to give it up. He said he's gonna think about what to do, cause agreed its ruining our bd- totally! So, he finished off by saying 'i really need to be better, and i will'.

I really hope so...but i will admit it made me feel better, and im back to normal today I guess once in a while you need to hear that your OH cares as much about it as you do- i know he feels guilty about it, but when you sometimes work 60 hour weeks, i dont blame him..its difficult to feel anything but like a flogged dead horse, lol!!

Anyway, so got into lift at work and some girl got in with a bump and i heard her say she was due in sept.. honestly girls..i felt a sharp stab in my heart..that should have been me!!!!!!! I was due in sept..

So apart from this little hickup, im back to normal..i dont hold out much hope as i only got 1 bd sesh in on day positive ov result on cbfm..and that would mean getting pg would be somewhat of a miracle of bibilical proportions..but hey..it is what it is..and ive resolved myself to not testing unless af is late- fat chance af is gonna be late, ha, ha.. in fact have no idea when she's due as ov'd early but then again... luteal phase doesnt change that much so unless i dont get af 18th i shall test 19th..

This all crap is sooo annoying, if i was 22 i wouldnt be so crazy- that is the god honest truth and no offence to those ladies who are that age and feel broody..I just wanna have a, one, 1 baby before turn 40- is that too much to ask?????

Love you all,

OMI xxx

Kaelia67

Massive Sweetheart!
I know where you are coming from to a degree.
As far as the age thing is concerned I totally understand. Not saying we are too old to have children but hanging around is not an option is it.
It's kinda different for me as I already have children so my yearning is not quite the same as your's.
My yearning is more for myself and my OH to have our own child together.

I really don't see you without Children in the near future. It can happen for you, you already know this. But it is heartbreaking with all that you have been through already.
I'm thinking positive for you babe.
I hope with all my heart that you get your take home baby!!
Thinking of you!

xxx