Hi Yaya, thanks for the babydust and yes that is my kitty, Mango..he's lovely but weird- thankfully his brother is normal, lol!!
Aw, thanks Alexandra..will see if we can do something today as oh was shattered as had nearly been up 36 hours when came back from Dublin...
Thanks Marina

I intend to join your ranks soon, if only the Gods will favour me with some bloody normality..read on hun! xx
So here's the (bad) update.... First poas for monitor this cycle and it goes straight from low to peak...grrrr.. normally that would have been great but a) means have ovulated early, very, very early as cd 10 (9 for monitor) b) this has NEVER happened to me before c)ive done abso-effing-lutely nothing in bedroom dept!
In addition, i suspect there's something wrong with the stick as it didnt show the normal colour change in test window (only 1/3) and has no lines on it.
Im effed, arent i?? Ive just done a opk and its a negative..slight line, so no hope there. Im so pissed off ladies you have no idea..!!!
OH is still in bed looking VERY tired and i dont feel like being a sexpest or getting a knockback...so, have no idea what to think or do... I cant believe this has happened to me?????
Can the agnus castus have messed things up, or should i just ignore the cbfm or what, WHAT!?? Im gonna try another opk this eve and try to gently ease oh into some serious bd.. its worth a try...I HAVE to at least try, no?
Anyway, this is my sunday so far..i shall give you an update how things progress from here,

Very Annoyed and Dissapointed, xxx