Omi

You are so right Carmen.. i know... and today im telling myself im crazy so i'll just wait and see.... I was exactly like you by the way, tested 1 day after af was due as i was never late either.

I just dont know when to exactly expect af, but ive decided (i think, lol) i shall wait til 14 days dpo to test, which will be saturday 26th, just so i dont go poas crazy and feel annoyed. grrr! Just wish things were all neat like before mc when always knew when af was due, so had something to gage againts. Thats what annoys me this time around. Ah, well... its nothing new is there ladies..same old crap, lol!!

Im exceedingly happy the weekend is here, oh is not in the studio this weekend so get him all to myself, yay!! And- i get to lie in and not get up at the crack of dawn, yippee!!

had some exitment at work as a service user went totally mental, trashing the place and the police came to take him away.. its a bit sad, i know, but when anything out of the ordinary happens it livens up the place- i promise im not an unfeeling weirdo, honest ,lol!

Ah, so..the wait... anyway, this is the exiting life i lead

Thanks so much for the encouragement and kind words.. its all very much appreciated and it helps not feeling like a total fruitcake, lol!! babydust to all!!!!! xxxxxxxxx

Kaelia67

Hiya babe!
Noo your not crazy.. whatever gave you THAT idea
I am quite excited reading your journal!! I hope this is it for you. Waiting till 14DPO seems like a cool idea. If the stork is listening I have some word's of advice for him!
(Clears throat) OI YOU! YA FURRY BUGGER, DROP A HERE PLEASE. i HAVE A SNIPER AIMED AT YOU DUDE! I WILL BRING YOU DOWN!!!

That should do it Omi. If it doesn't I will shoot the swine! Ok?

Haha sound's like work has been fun, well not for the crazy guy but meh. Interesting and passes the time I guess.

Glad your OH is at home with you this weekend. You have a lovely one won't you! Good luck, I'm counting on you!
Take care babe
xxx

carmen

Hi Omi,

You sound like a right happy bunny ...its rubbed off on me.

So sounds like you you had a little excitement just before the weekend... jeje.

What work do you do?

I think its a really good idea to wait 13 dpo or 14 dpo... then at least you have give yourself a long luteal phase.

Or you know what i cannot wait till we are preggers again so we are not reflecting on CD or DPO..... but we are talking about baby rooms, breast feeding.

All of those things i cannot wait.

Have a good weekend Girlie... good that you have your oh all to yourself.

NeyNey

Lol, you're not weird, I work in Security - and when something bad happens we love it because it's exciting when you're all pumped up with adrenalin.



I hope you get your this month darlin

akamummy

Its just human nature to like watching other people have ...erm...EPISODES~ Just as long as its not ourselves!

to you bunny! Im for you sweet pea! Lets both have a and month! Patience for you sweet pea! Yeah I know its a bit like 'the kettle calling the pot back'!

Give your furbabes a kiss and cuddle for me!

Lazy Leo

you're not crazy - well not much anyway
I've told to stay away from you so if she comes by, you send her to me and I'll kick her head and she won't bother any of us for about a year!! Deal?

Omi

Thanks guys, you are all so sweet, and funny

Carmen, i do admin for social sevices, addictions, it can be a bit grim at times as you wouldnt believe how many babies they have!!!! WTF you know!! Apart from the moral issues..how come they get preggers all the time.. its a conondrum of biblical proportions, i tell you. I dont get it.

So... nothing new to report symptom-wise..still have cramps, twinges and niggles every day..i dont get that either..ha, ha!

I keep changing my mind every hour- pg one minute- not the next. Feck knows... i have no idea and whats worse ......today ive had a real urge to poas..i know its madness as its way to early (9 dpo), and it is going be BFN if i do..well, cant now anyway, i guess, as too late, no fmu- crap!!!

So much for waiting 14 dpo..im such an idiot, lol!!! It just cant be helped, can it..i mean this is bigger than me...its like a huge pink elephant in the middle of the room, at the mo', lol!!! ...'la, la,la..im not thinking about it, no im not..la, la, la..oh, id be 4 months pg in July..crap, crap!!!!..try again..la, la,la...' and on it goes....

I shall order some more internet cheapies today just so i dont go bancrupt and can keep the clearblue one ive got for bigger and better things that willy nilly self-indulgent poas madness, lol!

Take care monkeys and lets keep this ttc malarkey going with some positive thinking, encouragement and copious amounts of babydust sprinkling all around!!! xxxx


ps, Marina, Mango and Myszka have been cuddled as per your request

Alexandra

Wow, your journal sounds so much like mine symptoms and attitude wise I'm thinking I shouldn't read it. You're spoiling my non POAS resolve and "AM NOT PREGGERS!" attitude

Omi

Dont read this then, Kypris!!!

The Queen of denial is back!!! Denial, denial, denial is my middle name, la, la,la!

yeah, so i went and poas.....surprise, surprise..there was nothing there BUT
after intense deliberation, glaring, staring and squinting I have decided in the interest of my premium Queen of denial status to agree that i saw something like a shadow, not a line but its enough to keep me in happy denial of it being otherwise. So there.

Even if its nothing but a htp fata morgana, that is my story and im sticking to it....that is until get BIG bfp, or af..which ever comes first (please, please dear god make it a bfp, pretty please!!! Lol )

it is after all ridiculously early 9 dpo.

Its kind of fun actually, being this deep in denial, ha, ha!!! Im off to buy more ebay poas's to keep up the good work so far!!



ps, i have not gone mad. honest! xxx

Omi

Righty ho, just a quick update: Just bought 20 tests on ebay for a grand total of £3.98 (inc postage)..not bad eh?

Wish me luck, lovelies!!!