Uvlollypop

i have been to the doctors and i ended up blerting everything out in one go, my doctor assured me that i should have no further problems ttc, she said that although ive lost two babys (one late and one early) they prob arnt connected and not to let it play on my mind i have had scans before and if there was anything wrong with my womb they would have told me there and then.with regards to my medication im taking the bear min and they have all been tested for use during pregnacy so should be fine.
she also said when i do get pregnant again i will be booked into the clinic for looking after from the start.

Omi

Hey you,

glad you went to the doc and hope it made you feel better! i see you've put up a new blinkie..crazy!!! love it! and you still look hot, lol... cant wait for the chatroom to work again, am feeling withdrawal symptoms already..

take care and hope to speak to you soon, and here is some babydust just for good measure

xxx Omi

Uvlollypop

thanks omi.

im currently hintint at my OH to buy me a CBFM as i cant afford one right now.

am also looking for cat sitters cause im ment to be going to norfolk this weekend and my kittys are attention seekers and wont put up with someone just popping into feed them.

AF has finished now 'woohoo' that wasnt fun at all.

im with omi on the chatroom thing having withdrawal lol

my OH has really gotten into ttc he is looking stuff up on the internet at work telling me a need to destress and rest all the time and has even taken to calling 'IT' babydancing lol

niknaknat

Good luck for this cycle chick and have fun

polo_princess

Awwww i would look after your kitty's for you hun but ive got no where to put them!! I really miss my old kitty tilly

Back to subject lol, if the doc has said she thinks you'll be fine then im sure you will. Just take it easy and try not to let yourself become obsessed!!

Its so nice when your OH gets into TTC as its not really a thing men like to talk about is it. You kinda of expect them to go " eww thats girls stuff"

Good luck hunni

Uvlollypop

:-) we went away too norfolk to stay with my dad for the weekend, and for me to meet his girlfriend who is a COMPLETE COW BAG HELL BITCH i really really really dont like her, so me and OH went for lots of long lovely walks in the vast green lovely pickinham went to the local pub (to avoid the hell bitch) got really drunk with some man called tom who was in a swedish prog rock band in the 70s (he had photos and a book and everything) i drove home-dads house- (i have no licence and was drunk :S) and snuck in like 14yearolds it was so funny the dogs were going mental and we were giggling and shhhuushhing our way up stairs then we babydanced and i was sick...... i dont think i have laughed so much in ages, me and oh feel even closer than before we left and this weekend has confirmed that i really really love him lots.

peeing on stick time starts soon, i have also have some angus castus coming soo babydancing boinking time fun fun fun

Uvlollypop

although i have been told all my perscription drugs are safe for use in pregnancy i have decided to stop taking everything- no more anti ds sleeping pills or anti psycotics (sp?) -im not a psyco its for panic attacks, so i feel properly vile!

am thinking its best for the long run....

cant concentrate to write much more need duvet and sofa...

x

polo_princess

How long left until you start becoming a POAS freak hunni!!

Hope everything goes well this month hunni, specially after your lovely time away!!

Uvlollypop

12th so not long, am starting to feel better, i keep getting really hot then really cold, headaches and sickness....i still feel really vile! at least my body will be chemical free this detox should only take a few days i have been drinking lots of fluids and OH has been really lovely there just isnt anything he can do so its pure frustration for both of us right now im praying for a better day 2morow.

my windows are being replaced in the morning weather permiting which adds to general blah, i have been fighting to have them replaced for a year and a half so i should be pleased im not sure where to move my furniture as i have windows on all sides of my flat (i have a big L shaped corner flat) OH will be at work so itll be fun! im half hoping it pees it down with rain and they dont come so i have a few more days to get all these chemicals out of my system!

on a plus note OH came home with a shiny laptop for me which is the nicest new thing i have ever had, i never had anything brand new or just for me growing up so its a little bit special!

x<3x

Uvlollypop

i cant sleep and am desp trying not to wake oh up its 335am i have window people coming at 830 i feel crap.

i made new tickers tho.....