Arcanegirl

more for your journal.
Sorry to hear about your losses, i wish you all the luck to get a bfp soon

Uvlollypop

thank you for all your baby dust

today is my birthday, im 20 today. it dosnt feel like a special or different day it being over shadowed by a few things they are as follows, one this time last year i was planning my baby girls funeral,
two my best friend is in hospital today having a pretty serious gall bladder op-she has gall stones that have moved into her liver
and three AF is due although no signs as of yetb i have had a fe sharp pains but thats it for now i think i might just crosss my legs and refuse her vist lol do you think it works that way? ? ...no ... ok maybe not :P
i was going to test as soon as i woke up but my new batch of cheapy tests havent arrived just yet and at the moment my moneys situation isnt that hot so i cant nip to the shopie shop and grab myself a clear blue digi.
i wish i was back at work on days like this but even sitting here thinking about it scares me to the core thinking about all the pregnant people i might meet yuk.... its really stupid but i cant help but think that way... im the original nutter!

Uvlollypop

have just got back from the doctors i have phaingitous (bad throat infection) bugger!

tasty antibiotics

proberly thrush to follow too

test_BFN- i think there is a slight shadow but not a def line so will try again later or tommrrow no signs of AF

my doctor has also signed me off for another 6 months because of deppresion, i want to go back to work but need therapy that there is long waiting lists for.


happy fucking birthday!

Uvlollypop

AF-one day late-no signs-morning test- a very very faint line not getting my hopes up will test again tommrrow.

feeling loads better than yesterday

got mother in law coming over tonight and im cooking:S

nothing else to report for now

Uvlollypop

AF due day two still no show.
BFN this mornings test

am going to see my doctor next week too try and get my m/cs looked into

x

polo_princess

Aww hope everythings ok and it turns out to be a BFP hunni!!

niknaknat

Sorry to hear of your loss UV Hope this year prove sto be better for you chick....Good luck for your

Uvlollypop

ah some of my journal has gone!

my AF has been really odd this month iit started on the 1st was seriously painfull and really really heavy for 24 hours and now its just red painless spotting!

oddness.

i read somewhere that egg whites work in the same way as preseed does :S anyone want to try this and let me know? im not brave enough to do it lol it

acording to my opk instuctions so will be starting to test on the 13th this month

fingers crossed last month to have a 08 baby!

Omi

Hi Molly, How you doing?

Ive been so p***d off with this hackers stuff, argh!!! Cant get on the chatroom and have been dying to catch up with you girlies.....lol

Just wanted to say best of luck with ttc a 2008 baby!!! i have a sneaking suspicion it will be 2009 for myself..but i aint complaining...

Hope you're well and hope to speak to you soon, take care, babe

Uvlollypop

:-
) i know its rubbish i dont see what the point of hacking!
im sure the chat room will be fixed soon. im ok im going to my doctors today to try and push for some sort of investigation in to my m/cs im trying to think of things i can say adn about how im going to try my best to stand my ground im a bit worried about it.

docs is at 1130 so ill let you know afteri get back.

x