Omi

Dont be sad bunny, i did the same (tested bfn) Exactly the same.

Of course i still got some more days where i can obsess, but i too think af will come but then im resigned to it... at least everything is working as it should and thats a blessing in its own. AND dont forget, we got preggers relatively quickly so there's nothing wrong in that department either

Its just that after having been pg (which was unequivocally the happiest time of my life) you want to get back there asap, isnt that right? I know i do.

And the fertile thing is still with us babe! Id say this much, the girlies who got pg right after their mc have often been told that it was a sign their bodies were ready..so its quite possible our bodies are doing us a favour and taking care we get a sticky bean next time!!!!

Chin up, i so very much understand how you feel. I dont wanna take it away from anyone who's never been pg but im defenitely more anxious and eager than i was before i got pg. Cause i know physically and mentally what im missing.

Sorry, im not doing a very good job at cheering you up, im a bit crap I guess, i just wanna say, i understand perfectly what you're feeling and i for one dont want you to get toooo depressed about it, bunny... thats gonna make me down..see.. <---------- me

Nah, dont worry i shall monitor you closely tho, pet..if you wanna see someone who's come totally unglued have a read in my journal...carrrrrayzeeee!!

Take care, love

carmen

Well yesterday she started lightly but i knew it was her, my body works like clock work. That how i don t think i m so obessed cos when i started and it was pink i could have thought mmmmmmm...... maybe implantation bleeding but no that marks the start for me.

So reflecting on last month and asking myself why? Well i had sex on all my fertile days ... too be honest i think even in a normal month the maximum i go without bding is probally about once a week. So its definatley not a chore or anything having to do that.So that is defo not ever going to be a reason why i havent got preggers.

But there is something i noticed when i had my fertile days.. and two days of positive OPK'S ... there was an absent CM, it was noticable dry ... so i m thinking maybe that had something to do with it? Oh and the fact that i had sore throat and cold maybe knocked me out.. they say you have to be healthy.

I am really disappointed not to be having a 2008 baby really i am .... but i was due to go on holiday on the 07 May and in someways if i was preggers i wouldn t wanna fly cos the last time i had a missed Mc and it happened the week i flew so i am abit paranoid about flying when preggers in the first tri.. so in a way at least i can go and enjoy by hols.

And guess what even better it falls in the 2ww so no time to be thinking every minute about it cos i will have something else to occupy my mind.

Last Month was the first Period after the MC and it hurt like hell, this one is good up to now, no lower back pain, very light and no lower pain.

So overall looking onward to the month ahead.... a promise i have made myself for next month is no obessing, cos you do let yourself down. I was looking at the pregnancy test saying to myself that there was a very faint line ... its amazing when you want to see something so much you think you can actually see it. lol. talking about driving ourselves crazy.

So that is a promise!!

Oh and another one and this one i am going to keep, is i am not going tp curse myself by testing early ... 13 dpo is the earliest for me ... ok well maybe 12 dpo...lol

akamummy

Oh my poor sweet pea!

I totally understand how you feel! Im here for you sweety if you need someone to talk to or just have a moan! PM me if you want to ok?

You will get your sticky bean! Im thinkin of ya and am happy to be your sholder to on! Ok????

take care sweet pea!

Kaelia67

Aww sweetheart, I'm sorry you feel abit low
I hope you have the bestest ever time on holiday! You go enjoy yourself and hopefully everything will fall into place for you next month.

It's also nice that your hol's are during your 2ww, at least you can enjoy it huh?
Good luck babe
xxxx

carmen

Thanks Girls for your .... they are much appreciated.

Well today CD3 (OR ACTUALLY CD IF I DON T COUNT THE SPOTTING DAY AS CD1 )

So i took the day off today, i really couldn t be bothered and sad as its sounds i just wanna get the house orgainsed as i didn t have time at the weekend.

Plus i went on the Sunbed ....The place i go to Sunworld is brilliant and obviously in the tww i don t go. So yesterday i thought i m going to top up my tan make myself feel better. Went on the T-Cross which is brilliant for 12 minutes and i have only gone and burnt my face, so i m applying cocoa butter on the ready ...

Well today the bleeding was a little bit heavier but still no pain or anything so quite a breeze.

After my tidying up session ... i think i m going to pop to the city (well i live in it) and get myself ia few holiday clothes why not.

Must say i m looking really forward to the tww this time as i am the sun... in a bikini .... realxing... i dont drink alco hol much anyway so i will be staying away from it.

I am thinking about getting some pre-seed which i said i wouldnt do, i said to my oh that i wouldn t be doing no standing up against walls or that .... lol... i said we young and i dont wanna start making it like a mission.

But the thing with the pre-seed is that it helps if your a little dry and the thing i did notice this month is during my fertile period i was so dry and i m never dry like that. It was something that i had noted in my personal journal.... strange that.

To be honest i might not even do the OPK'S this month, the last time i got pregnant i wasn t using anything but an ovulation calculator .... so i think my doing all the extra things i might be applying too much pressure.

Oh i don t know

So i'll keep up with my Folic acid and Vitamins, and i maybe will purchase some pre-seed.

Anyway girlies .... anyway close to testing .... GoodLuck ... April and May is going to be good months for

tansey

Hi Carmen, sorry got you! But I gotta say you sound positive and you've got your holiday to look forward to - how great to take your mind off the next 2ww.
I wish you loads of luck

Kaelia67

Hehe Carmen, those damn bird's are annoying huh!!
It does make us look abit daft when we wish them good morning/afternoon evening etc.
My OH say's "For gods sake can't you say it in your head, you look like a fruitcake!"
They are alway's around here as we live surrounded by countryside. So you do have my sympathy
Hope your ok sweetie
xxx

Omi

Hi Monkey,

Ill be with you very shortly, my cramps have increased in strength and there's no doubt in my mind the is on her way. Im not bothered, i have higher hopes for the next 2 months, anyway!!

Im now gonna go and have a look at my estimated peak fertility days next month and plan accordingly. Last month was a bit crap due to family and diy so oh and i are in good positive frameminds, for May. Plus OH (my psychic- he;s really good at this stuff, lol) said a month a go (i asked, if you wanna know) he felt we'd have a feb/march baby.

I do believe this as well, so upwards and onwards!! And lucky you who gets to go on holiday!!! AM very jealous

My mum's coming Sept 6th so i hope very much i can show her my proud bump!! lol!

Take care, love xxxxx

carmen

Monkey i like that name its cute.

But i have just posted on your journal but Omi, like i said on your journal. This is the first month after MC, this is now my second AF and i m glad that i m back to my normal 28 day cycle.

Yes of course its nice to fall pregnant the first month after MC but its a very small amount.

I m still keeping in mind that they say that the next 3 months we are fertile

I also have high hopes that we will be in the first tri together. I m positive that we going to do this

Jejeje ...... i have also planned my fertile period in, read today that its best to have sex in the morning , apparently very good for the spermies.

See i was doing my reading today.

carmen

CD3 (i m not counting the day of spotting as CD1 or should i ?? )

Anyway nothing to report today, very relaxed menustration, a little heavier today but now lighter.

Read today that it is also good to in the mornings ...

I have bought some pre=seed as last month , on my fertile dates i was so dry and i don t why that was.

Any ideas girls? I wasn t tense or anything ....we love to lol

Just staying P O S I T I V E!!