Hi Carmen,
Really sorry to hear of your loss. Hope you get your BFP in April/May .. good luck on your TTC journey!

Hi Carmen,

glad yo see things are on the up I bougt some opk's online as well.. but still have no idea when to try them maybe next week sometime.

Also, wanted to say, i know how you feel living away from your family..i do as well and altho, luckily mum's got skype, she gets free phonecalls (a lot of them, lol..poor me !) it's only me myself and I.. Will say though i've got an amazing partner so I don't feel lonely, but i can empathise w/you...

Keep up the good work and let's hope we're super fertile and get ourselves a 2008 baby after all!!!

I know its hard but like you Omi, My partner really is like my best friend and normally he keeps me sane ( thou there are moments when he drives me mental). But he is very positive....

I would try those OPKs daily, because of what i have read on the internet some people ovulate before those 14 days mark.
I started from Tuesday testing, one on Wednesday i saw a faint line but since then its been negative so i think i still haven t.

But i also bought some more cheapies as i just really want to know when i ovulate and not leave everything to chance.

I m trying not to be too obessed and i actually feel like losing a baby as made me realise how much i want one ....

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Did i mention that i wanted

I m trying to get the hang of these blinkies, i want them permatnley to come up.

Totally agree with everything you say..im trying not to get obsessed..ha, ha..like that's not gonna happen-hey, im already obsessed I might try them opk's as well..just to check...aaargh!!!..i just have to accept, i think, that this is the new me... obsessed and determined!!!

Bring on the TTC i say!

Yesterday a positive and today a positive......

and yes i said i wasn t actively trying this month but i have yet again continued to be naughty without protection....

Yesterday not the days before..... yes lol!

It would be nice but this month, i m just glad my body has gone back to normal...and to know i m ovulating again soon after the miscarriage is music to my ears ....

So yes today is a nice start to the weekend

I thought i would update my journal the last time was when i got excited about ovulated

Well before the MC i was like clockwork 28 day cycle, plus from the time of ovulation max normal luteas phase is 16 days.

So on my reckonings.... i had my LH opk postive 06/07 March, so lets just say i ovulated on the 08/09 March.

That makes me about 11/12 DPO, but me being sill today thought i was 13 dpo so i did a Clearbue Digital and it was not Pregnant.

Now i feel annoyed for doing it but i m impatient, its like i want to know either way am i or am i not, so i can look forward to my cycle of trying for a christmas buddle.

I cannot believe i took a test i said that this month i was warming up .... but its because my gnya told me on the 03 March your just about to ovulate (she saw on scan ) which later that week i did.

she said to expect my period in 2/3 weeks so latest 24 March.

I m going to test in another 3 days if the witchy hasn t arrived to stop me going mental.....

I'm excited for next entry cos either way i m looking at it positive

Just read my post back and well it a nutshell what i m trying to say instead going on was ..... i did the test too early.... and i think i m more obessed cos i know exactly when i ovulated and so i m watching everday like an hawk

I am so guilty of testing early.

How can us girlies stop it? I have not got any tests left which I reckon is a good thing. Then I cant be tempted!

xx

Carmen, I have started testing early, yesterday and today 8+9DPO - I can't help it when i've read that some people got a BFP this early, Internet tests are so cheap and I want this so bad!