miel

sound like that it's exactly what you needed you sound so relax !!!i am really glad for you Nic...

good luck darling !

Tanya

Hello - welcome back. glad u had such a nice time honey! Thanks for popping in my journal and for your nice words... lets hope we both get our s soon! Big

SwissMiss

Nic!
Hi Honey!! its been AAAAAGES since Ive been in here, gosh Im sorry... Just catching up, finally! Very belated happy 30th!!! Kinda a milestone, eh? (mine was in July...) We are officially old birds
I got my bfp for my bday so Im hoping and praying you'll have a belated to mark the year too!!! for ya sweets, and remember, it only takes ONE lil wee

tansey

Hi hun - sounds like you had a great time and you never know with all the fun and relaxation, it just might be what the swimmers and egg need! Loadsa luck xx

Farie

for you honey

Rumpskin

Hey Nic

Glad you had a fab birthday and party darling.

Nice to see you back again x

Tanya

glad u r back hun and a belated happy birthday!!!!

Farie

Hey Nic

Cheers for stopping by my journal honey, lovely to hear from you. I know what you mean about taking a step back, I have been trying to do the same myself (somewhat unsuccessfully )

Lovely to hear you sounding happier and positive again, I missed having you about!

for you honey, fingers crossed Autumn is a good season for making little people

Lazy Leo

Ok, so this month was looking SO hopeful. My chart is almost a carbon copy of my last pregnancy albeit it ended in m/c. I was convinced this was it. I had the CM at 8dpo, the swollen boobs, the tiredness. But hpts just keeping giving me negatives. I desperately wanted a positive before OH left, so I've been testing since 9dpo which I knew was at the extreme end of possibilities. But I thought it would have recorded by now. Last time I got my dip at 9dpo and a positive test at 12dpo. This month I got my dip at 8dpo and going on the same logic I thought I might get a positive 3 days after the dip (11dpo) but nope. Nothing. This morning is 4 days past the dip, or 12dpo and still f@cking nothing. Nothing except a massive temp fall almost to the cover line.

I was up a couple of hours earlier this morning though cos my little brother was staying with me and I had to get him up for school etc, so maybe that skewed it. But I think I'm kidding myself. I just want something to cling to. I feel like I'm going to be sick (I had coffee about half an hour ago) which still makes me think there is a possibility. It's only another couple of days till AF is due, in fact last month I had a 13 day LP which would make her due tomorrow, but I think my cycle is still a bit confused with the miscarriage (this is only my second cycle since)

When I was pregnant last time I went through a roller coaster of I am, I'm not, I am, I'm not. So even this is giving me some hope, but I just want to take myself and give myself a shake and say it's just not happening woman, get over it.

I just want to curl up in a corner somewhere and I know I'm just feeling frustrated and sorry for myself and in a few days I'll be fine, no matter what the outcome but jeez it's mentally tough just now.

Farie

Oh honey huge
I feel useless just offering cyber hugs, but its the best I can do You have been though so much in the last 3 months
Fingers tightly crossed for you, have a quiet relaxing weekend and if you want to chat you know where I am

Keep remembering its not over till AF arrives ... I know it's little comfort when we are feeling horrid, even my DF has started saying it to me, he's right though, until she shows up we are allowed a little glimmer of hope.