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Lazy Leo · Apr 3rd, 2008, 09:52 AM

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Originally Posted by Kypris

That sounds like a SSS - Sanity Saving Strategy- good for you!

Unforuntately I don't think I had any sanity left to save

Alexandra · Apr 3rd, 2008, 09:55 AM

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Originally Posted by Nic

Unforuntately I don't think I had any sanity left to save

Oh there's that!

I'm sure all sanity will return once we get a BFP.

Oh wait, no, then we'll wait for the various weeks marks. And the scans, and watch for any symptoms, and worry. And then we'll hope we make it to term, and worry. Oh and then we'll hope it's gaining weight properly! That those screams are normal, that we can find a proper nanny, that he won't get some girl a BFP while in high school....And on and on.

This is it ladies, no more sanity for us!

Lazy Leo · Apr 3rd, 2008, 10:03 AM

Nope no sanity ever, ever, ever!!!

Lazy Leo · Apr 3rd, 2008, 12:24 PM

No more 'symptoms' since the wierd O like pain on 5DPO. I think I was right and this month is a write-off.

But that's cool, it gives me a bit more time to get my head in order. DH and I have been trying to decide whether to stay in our current house or move - we've got plenty of floor space but there's no storage space here. But I am near family and I will need that support with a new baby when my hubby is away for a month and the

is up all night screaming as it undoubtedly will be..... So I am in decorating mode. And Nic in decorating mode is even more dangerous than Nic in TTC mode lol!! Look out B&Q here I come.... poor hubby is going to be exhausted by the time he's done all the decorating I have lined up for him next month

the next few days will go quickly or drag. Temping and getting on here will be nigh on impossible at the weekend as I have a hen do! We are off overnight and I think I might be sharing a room with a friend. I think it would be bad karma to disturb her hangover sleep to stick a thermometer in my mouth! She might not notice but if she did it could be difficult to explain....

I know I can test from 10dpo which is Monday so i think I probably will this month just to prove to myself as soon as possible that its daft to have this tiny inkling of hope that I am trying to push down and it just won't go this month! Arrrgghhhh!!!!

Phexia · Apr 3rd, 2008, 16:33 PM

Thank you Nic for writing in my journal, it's really appreciated! Something you said really switched a light bulb in my head

Have a sprinkle:

nicola647 · Apr 3rd, 2008, 16:35 PM

Nic, that tiny inkling of hope that you've got (however daft u might think it is) hang on to it, cos u never know... on Monday - or shortly after monday, u might just be writing your own thread saying OMG!!!! BFP!!!!! you've got to be in it, to win it!! lol
heres a

and some lucky baby

for you, luv nic xx

Kaelia67 · Apr 3rd, 2008, 17:37 PM

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Originally Posted by Nic

So I am in decorating mode. And Nic in decorating mode is even more dangerous than Nic in TTC mode lol!! Look out B&Q here I come.... poor hubby is going to be exhausted by the time he's done all the decorating I have lined up for him next month

Ooh sound's like there's going to be some fun in your house!!
I agree with nic, hang on to that little bit of hope. We all have to hope hun.
Lots of

Omi · Apr 3rd, 2008, 21:13 PM

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Originally Posted by Nic

hey Kaelia, sorry I missed this post coming in! Ruby is nice but you have to talk him out of a Man U players name. I mean Christiano? Wayne? I hear your cries. Thankfully we don't have that problem as we support opposing football teams so we steer clear!!! its a mine field though thats for sure!

Hi Nic, just wanted to drop by and say good luck, hun!

Also, to say that if OH was gonna name babies after his obsession (audio/recording equipment) ours would have exotic (not really

) names like SSL 23 or similar..thank God, thats not an option!!

We have nearly settled though, on one of my mother's family names which is Natalia (she's Polish you know

) boys names is proving to be more difficult.. might end up with a name sounding like R2D2 after all...LOL!!

Lazy Leo · Apr 7th, 2008, 12:14 PM

Well another weekend over, and I think I'm resigned to another year or so of being a couple and not a family. I was at a hen weekend and remarkably managed to be very good and not drink all that much. I managed to take my temp on Sunday morning and it was just the same as Friday (37.02) and this morning it had taken a dip down to 36.75 so I am expecting to see it continue to fall over the next few days. I had hoped to be testing today but there's just no point (FF had me O'ing at CD11 so today should be 10dpo but then it changed me to CD13 so I'm only actually 8 DPO). Meantime hubby has to stay on at work for another week so unfortunately he's away now til CD17 next cycle so we don't get to make a baby next month either. I am honestly starting to think its just not the right time for us and maybe we are going to have to wait a couple of years

Kaelia67 · Apr 7th, 2008, 12:46 PM

Awww hun, massive

I'm gutted you may have to skip a month with hubby's work. But there's alway's the next one huh?
You have to keep trying chick, if you were to wait a few years, you could have already gotten your bfp or had a

by then..see what i'm saying?
Don't give up!
It will happen for you, try and stay positive! You will nail this

xxx

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