I really feel the need to write today. I'm so devastated the

came. I really thought i had it this month. It was a wasted visit to the doctor yesterday
It's so weird how

can mimmick pregnancy symptoms. At least now i've had a natural period, i can get to work! I dreamt last night that i took a HPT at it was positive - i hope thats a preminition!!
I was so ready, and so excited about that BFP, i really thought i had a chance this month - now thats all gone

Oh dear, look at me, whinging because i got a period. I need to get a life.
I'm glad the

came in a way, at least i know my cycle is kind of back, so i can start monitoring and stuff.
Here goes another month .........