When do you plan to test next Alice? good sign that AF is missing! I get scared to test too usually wait till AF atleast 2 days late to test, and even then i don't think i can bring myself to do it for fear of seeing a BFN!

I'm sure your mum will warm up to the idea of you being pregnant once it happens and you tell her . I keep thinking to myself my mum will be happy too, but she's told me countless times while growing up that i should never have children because i am awful and would make a horrible parent. Me and her never really got along...i haven't seen her for 3 years. But lately she has been emailing me and warming up to me...i guess she realizes all the time we've missed out on. So i'm really hoping to let her know about a BFP, i think it'll be like a new beginning on our relationship. Mums can be so difficult for some of us, eh?

Hope you get your BFP soon!

I'm going to try and hold of testing until next weekend i think. It's probably the just messing me around so i'm trying not to get to excited!

Hi Ally,

your mum might surprise you. I am almost 30, but I still thought my mum would say you've got your whole life etc etc. We are incredibly close - she had me at 19, and has always said (with a smile) she wants '10 years notice' before becoming a gran. But I mentioned to her recently when talking about some of my friends who are pg that we had hoped to have a wee ony by the time I was 30 and it's obviously not going to happen now. (i'm 30 in Aug). She didn't hug me as I'd have hoped, but she simply said 'your time will come'. I know she's right.

Your mum might not think its right for you, but so long as you know you want a baby for the right reasons then you'll make a good job of being a mum and she'll enjoy being a gran too xxx

Thanks Nic ..


No AF yet! Wooooooo!

Great news. Hang on in there!

Yay stay away

Any news Alice?

AF has still not arrived, planning on taking a test on Monday! Although i'm really hoping its my BFP this month, i can't help but think it's just the pill messing me around again!

Good luck hunni!!

Thought i would update my diary!

Well i've been having these "implantation" type pains all week, and on Thursday night had some pink watery spotting, trying not to get too excited, it definately wasn't pre blood. It was much different. My CM has been different every day, which doesn't help. I'm going to try and hold of testing as much as i can. Got a good feeling about March, but i'm really trying not to get excited, after all, it's probably just the pill messing me about.
Still, that spotting does sound good!

My friend at work announced today thats she's 13 weeks pregnant, although i'm so pleased for her, the baby wasn't planned, and she's still unsure about whether to keep "it" as she said.

It's so easy for some people .. Unplanned, and she "doesn't know whether to keep it" .. she doesn't know how bloody lucky she is.

Ugh!

I do have a good feeling about March, hope it's BFP's all around!