wishing4ababy

hey hun. Don't lose hope hun - have a fantastic weekend. sending great big

magicvw

Hi Jacky! Hope you're feeling a bit more positive and that you're having a lovely weekend

jacky24

O well im still on CD29 and i havn't tested yet.... been having slight cramping, and ovary discomfort this weekend... but nothing new... seems like my temp is coming down so should keep an eye out for AF today or first thing tomorrow again....

I am atleast glad i didn't get all hyped up over this cycle and placing my hopes up to high...

At the moment im fighting some of my demons as i have been having horrible nightmares and horrible dreams of OH cheating... and CJ.. so im feeling very low at the moment but i suppose AF is also not helping my mood either....

So im basically just waiting for the ....

Be blessed girls... now let me go check if lisa has had hebe

celine

*hugs* Jax
Your so strong at time it blows me away.

Mervs Mum

Good Morning Sweets!

No sign of Hebe-Jeebee yet!! Tomorrow is my 'due date' according to when I O'd so you never know she might not be much longer.....

for that BFP and have a lovely day.

x

wishing4ababy

just popping i with a great big xxxx

Chris77

jolyn

Hey hun, u sounding a bit down, hope ur feeling a bit better now. Hang on in there til the witch shows, weird or vivd dreams are a very good sign of pg. I dreamt the other night that my DH announced he was gay and everyone blamed me

I'll call in 2mz to check on ur temp and hopefully no news of witch

jacky24

Morning all, well what can i say, temp is down but still no sign of the and creamy CM, but i just know she is coming as i never have PMS cramps until i have actual AF...

O.k so here is the plan.... as of this morning i took my last progesterone tab, i will not be renewing my pills perscription, i need to see if i O without them and if AF will show by itself again.. I need some stability in my life right now.

At the moment it feels like my whole life is just one huge drug and dissapointment.... and i am for sure not coping if you think of all the nightmares, the nervouse outbreaks i have been having. Emotional brake outs, and my normal bitchy moods and the heart palpatations... and it is not me.....

I don't want to struggle anymore, i don't want to have to fight to have a baby again.... i want to just stop hurting, stop worrying, and straight forward live a happy life..... is it to much to ask??????

loopylew

we will all get there hun x