Samo

That is so nice of your DH to pick up the OPK for you (when i send my DH out to get me 'girlie' things, he always seems to get the wrong thing! so i have to do it myself!) GOOD LUCK and have fun in your O week hope you get blessed with a BFP this cycle

jacky24

O.k so i did a OPK test last night, and got one big fat ZERO, than this morning i did another as i got out of bed, i dont even think my eyes were open so aiming for the stick was quite funny. So i took the OV test and again got a big fat ZERO, but as i know myself i will sit and figure out every single detail of the test, i took the test out of it's digital thingemajig and noticed hey these test strips are exactly as in exactly the same test as the PG test we have in South Africa, the clearview, so i looked at the stripes on it, now why did i do that as i had one fat dark line and onther faint but as faint as can be other line, me dilly as i am i woke DH and said look i see another line, DH just gave me this what the hell are you on about women look and got up for a smoke.

Now i have been having small symptoms like small cramping in my abdomen, my tummy works very well like twice a day (TMI) soz, and i have had CM from CD5 and now on CD14 i still have very white sticky CM, so i don't know if my body is going bananas or my mind is totally playing tricks on me..

What to do, might phone gyni for appointment on CD21 to check if i did actually O before i should have or even will eventually O in this YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jacky24

O.k today CD15, did my ovulation calendar and it said i am most fertile from the 19Feb-24Feb, wich is so depressing as if i would conceive in this time line and eventually get my i would deliver day before my B-day, and if i conceived next month it will be a Christmas day baby.

It is sad cause these ovulation calendars don't have any feelings.

Well me and DH been Bding every night now, so me tired as hell. Hope the swims like crazy.

I had an , maby i should just relax and take it from were i dont get AF, cause this feeling butterflies in my tummy and my ovaries cramping is making so paranoid. RElax relax relax. All good things come to those who wait. God will provide

jacky24

O.k CD16 today, me and DH been Bding, and Bding and Bding, like evry single day not that im like complaining

So i took another OPK test last night and another big fat ZERO, did i like maby miss O totally using the fertomid(clomid)??????

I am going now for my blood test's on CD21 to check if i did O, great more needles to muncture my arms

Atleast me and MIL have made peace and i don't know why but i might go to my SIL baby shower, i will see when i get there, she will be so shocked cause she never even bothered showing up at CJ baby shower, but she cried the loudest at his funeral.

Maby me and Dh should just keep up what we are doing, it's just this damn back ace that is killing me today, and so thirsty with it being over 30degrees outside.

CM white and still quite runny, not much coming out tho!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jacky24

O.k so im on CD20 today.

Symptoms so far, im so damn tired, my tummy is feeling funny, been having cramping now for almost over a week, ovaries paining every now and again. Nasea but no vomitting as i can handle it. Been having some headaces and would kill for my bed right now,

Had dad's 50th B-day on Saterday tried to drink a drink but after one sip i didn't feel to hot, and had to go lie down. Now i either have got my or im losing the plot and i will have to go to hospital for being totally dilly, i think i will have a total brake down if i dont get my sooooooooooooon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jacky24

Now i am totally going out of my mind, i have been nauseas the whole day, at work too, been nauseas at work alot, but i was nauseas at home this morning.

I thought is was due to them renovating our office, the paint and farnishing of the wooden windows.

O crap im reading to much into all my symptoms, maby im going to have a nice tummy bug that's why i have cramping.!!!!!!!!!! But cramping for over a week now. I think i might have O early this month.

I think i need to go chill out now, and if one more women asks me if im pregnant i might just scold them and say no im FAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My belly still soswolen and i have been even more bloated past few days.

jacky24

So, i am totally going out of my mind. Dh made a remark to friends of ours last night, cause i have not been feeling well that i have something going on inside me. Now why would he say something like that.

Crap i so hope he isn't also putting his hopes up for a BFP, i think we will both just brwak down and cry. Now this sounds grose but i have got horrible gas problems, and my tummy is going alot now

I have got CD21 blood tests today, o i hope i did Ovulate, then atleast i know everything is working. PLeaseeeeeeeeeeee let everything be O.K

jacky24

O.k so i had my arm punctured yesterday, i decided to not get the PG test as i wan't to wait, i don't want to be dissapointed as of yet.

My firend was at my home last night and i showed her my OPK test stick and she said out of the blue, but jacky why is there on thick dark line and one very faint line.

Now i have mentioned this before that the OPK test sticks look like the Clearview PG test we get here in SA. DH asked me last night if he should get me a PG test today, as he thinks something is going on. My BBs are sore and they have this big veins that are visable now, my nipples are bigger and very sensitive. My tummy is working very well (ubnormal for me thou), i have been having the strangest dreams lately, and my tummy is feeling bloated and uncomfortable. Now after lossing CJ my tummy's swelling never totally went down, i look 4 months PG witch i hate as everyone asks when are you due. Now i use to be able to push the tummy inwards, but now it is firm and kinda hard, and very but in very sensitive over my belly button.

O Crap im going to cry my eyes out if i don't get my BFP

jacky24

Got test results, im not ovulating.

Im shattered, i said to doc what about my symptoms, he said hormones do funny things to a womens body.

I hate this, i trully do.:cr y:

Samo

Lots of Jacky. I hope everything works out for you and the Docs can get to the bottom of what's goin on. Our bodies are so strange at times.