Chellebelle

Yay for Clomid! I really hope this month is your month and I hope it goes quickly for you. If the doesn't show within a few days, do a test because you could have o'd late.

Loads of

jacky24

Thanks chellebelle but im so not placing my hopes on anything at the moment, if i havn't had the witch by friday i will test, but it is so unlikely, as me and DH stopped bding by CD19 and on like CD23 and CD25 we had like depressed cause i didn't O sex, so i doubt it for this month, as im cramping and very teary eyed over every small thing.

Hope your morning sickness is beter today
Let me go to Ladies fot the 300th time today as im peing myself to death

jacky24

CD2 today, and im feeling, COOL, CALM so SEXY today

I should try to update my Journal every day but , im always trying to see if everyone is O.K, when girls need some sticky glue i empty my glue wond, and when they need a shoulder i make mine available.

I had a very good nights rest, no bad dreams just a good snooze. I have come to realise i think alot about the ladies on BNB when im at home not available to the internet. DH asked me if i have loads of friends on here and i actually said yes thousands.

I't like home away from home, my little place where i can feel save and speak my thoughts and feelings with no one to judge me.

Im starting my clomid on monday eve as i think last month i was exited at the sight of the i started CD1 at day of sighting AF, so i started spotting on wed so yesterday was named CD1.

Im very unsure about this month as we will be having CJ 1st B-day in june, and im more scared than sad as to i don't know how i will feel at my son's first B-day with not being able to have a cake or baloons and grans and grandads there to sing happy B-day baby Boy. But then evryone i know is saying maby on the 11JUNE. As i am due AF 11/12 June.

I just don't know how to feel at this stage

jolyn

Hun, I don't know what to say - it's gonna b a difficult time 4 u and I'm sure all ur friends and family will help u get thru it. I'll be thinking of u and we'll all b ere to support u x

jacky24

CD6 today, i started my clomid 100mg last night.
Hoping and praying that it will all in the end just work the natural way.

Went to the gym yesterday sweated away a few pounds and got home to KFC, DH tjought he would spoil me with some wings and a burger, bless his heart and my colon.

Well the Bding is standing on Bding CD4, we gonna try for every second day but even if we end up doing it every night that's also fine by me.
DH kept me awake most of the night with his wild dreams again, after being together for 12years i would really by now be use to him talking with open eyes in his sleep, but still freaks me out, as i can have a full conversation with him and he has no clue.

DH must try and cheat on me i will catch him in just the thought of cheating

O and i started EPO from CD3 and will stop using it from about CD14.

yaya

Good luck Jacky! I hope the clomid works for you this cycle hun. Your plans for this month all sound good to me!




Yaya xxx

jolyn

Hey hun, how are u doing? Halfway through the wait to OV. Hope the clomid works for u and u get ur sticky very soon xx

jacky24

Thanks yaya and jolyn

Jolyn hun i havn't posted anything as i am so sad for your sake, i wanted to go and congratulate you and then i read your next post

I am a bit worried today as i have EGCM and slight cramping and back hurting, and my lady bit's are hurting down there a bit too!!!!

Could it be O on CD6

We have only Bded on CD4 and that was like raunching SEX

Lazy Leo

Hey hun, just popping by to se how you are doing and dropping off some I'll second what Jolyn said - we'll all be here for you if and when you need us xxx

jacky24

CD7 and no Bding last night.

My DH is sick, he always get sick the month im like so positive for things to work out, he is on so much pills at the moment, and if he is drugged what is his spermies gonna be like

Im actually just so down about the whole situation.

Good news my SIL c-section has been moved to the 2July, it may sound very selfish of me and all, but JUNE is CJ Schoombie month.
So July can be GAVIN KOCK month

It is just so funny as my MIL and SIL think they know everything as SIL wanted baby to come 17June, and i told them it is to early he will be just over 35weeks then, and now the gyni told them no earlier than 2 July as he will then be 38weeks. Im just praying for a healthy baby