So, I am such a freaking impatient person. LOL So my last 3 cycles (as I said in the past) were Dec '06, July '07 and Jan 9th, '08 so why I am I so pissed that I have not gotten my period yet?! LOL I am not sad... I am irked about it. LOL... I started Metformin on the 1st so even if it worked from day 1, I still wouldn't have my period so why do I have to be so impatient.
This may sound shitty (and I hope no one take offense because it isn't directed at anyone) but I feel sad and a bit pissy sometimes because I see the length of some relationships on this board and I am like... "God... Jack and I will have been together 10 years this Dec and married 7 years this Sept and we still have no kids. Life is so unfair!" LOL I know infertility is hard for everyone and I know that I am not the longest TTC person on here but we have been trying off and on for over 9 years. Just this time has been since Dec '06. *pout* Oh well...
I am honestly in a good mood but I bet you can not tell. I just wanted to rant a bit. LOL I know I am now on drugs and I should start ovulating soon. If not, we will jump start the periods and try Clomid but ugh... so frustrating.
Since I am ranting, I guess I will say one more thing... "I HATE WOMEN WHO SAY "You are so lucky you do not have to deal with you period every month.""
So... life is good despite the complaints. DH and I had a nice breakfast at IHOP today as a late V-day outing and just had fun. I am blessed to be married to my very best friend in the whole world. I rather hang out with him than anyone else and he feels the same way so that the bomb. He supports and is involved in the TTC stuff and doctors stuff. I am just loved!
I have had some lower back pain this week so maybe I will get AF this month?! Hmmm... a BFP would be even better but I will take either with a smile if it happens. :P
I am so cheering for you Sarah! You have been waiting for so long it's SO your turn, you deserve it! And where the hell is when you want her, eh? But hey! It could be a BFP! I just want the best for ya .
IHOP sounds good! DH and I love to go there in the middle of the night haha. For some reason, breakfast tastes super good at 1-2AM!!! Their cheesy eggs are really to die for
oh, and, some baby dust sprinkle!!
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If only my IHOP here was 24 hours. *pout* But... this is Alaska so, you know... small town and all... In Anchorage, I think they might be 24 hours but not out here. You are right though. Breakfast is always good about 2am. LOL (If your DH is ever transfered to Ft. Richardson, we'll have to go have a late ngiht breakfast together. LOL)
Thanks for the dust, hon! We both deserve our BFP!!! for both of us! LOL
OMG!!! My fertility doctor came through the drive-thru tonight and not only recognized me but totally chatted with me. He asked me how things are going and how the medicine is going and all that stuff. I was shocked. I mean, he remembered me and everything about the situation. How awesome is that?!?!?!?!?!
Now I really really really feel secure about this guy. He cares!!!! I AM SO HAPPY!!!!
i thought all IHOPs were 24 hour! imagine that. We ALMOST got stationed at Alaska, actually! I wish we did, i want to see snow i'm sure if i ever do live there though, i will regret that statement!!!
Your fertility doctor does sound great glad that you are in good hands. I guess now he knows where to find ya, you get free checkups whenever he's craving a Big Mac!
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