sjnams

Hey hun, hope these new pills do the trick for you!

jacky24

Hey hun glad you o.k, i don't understand why the pills are driving you so insane hun, are your hormones in sync thou????

I spoke to homeopath on saturday and he told me something interesting, if you don't O you drink clomid right, if you have problems with your thiriod you drink pills for that, if you have insulin problems you drink something for that, now the mistake we make is all these things are connected, if the one don't work the other wouldn't either, so the meds im on now focuses on all the major organs that help with TTC and conceiving, which makes sense you can't make coffe without hot water, or cook food with no power.

I do hope all gets sorted and you can keep first Trimester seats warm for me

genkigemini

Hi Jacky! Thanks so much for the message on my profile! I have missed chatting with you too! So... what is new in the world of Sarah? Let me tell you...

You all must think DH and I are crazy since we are always moving but we have decided to move to Anchorage. Anchorage is the largest city in Alaska and about 1 hour South of where I am currently located. We both agreed that by moving to town, our quality of life would be so much better. The rampant drug use here in the Mat-Su valley is insane. We've agreed that the schools in Anchorage are better and the job opprotunities are MUCH MUCH MUCH better. Since it is only one houy away, I can stay with my currently OBGYN and not have to worry too much about finding another good one who listens and cares.

I have already put my resume in at several places and already have one very strong prospect for a retail management position. Getting out of fast food would be ideal and I would be able to see my husband again as the malls are not really open for too many hours a day out here. I will eventually try to get back into office work where I have a lot of experience and he is trying to get back into IT work which he has lots of experience with. (Here in the Mat-Su Valley, there are little to no IT positions available)

Overall, this will be good. Yes, it will be odd to live in a city again but it is cool and we can actually have a social life again since there are non-drug addicts there too. LOL (We also already have a few friends in town that we never get to see due to our work schedules so it will be nice that way too.)

As far as TTC goes, my progesterone pills are making pissy but I am working it out.

Work month end closed well and we had a much better month this month than last as far as waste and missing money/product etc. My supervisors are quite happy with me so I am glad.

That is about all for now! I hope you all are well!!!

jacky24

Nice to see you again...

Moving again, who are you running away from... Just Kidding.
To move is a change, but a change is as good as a holiday

And we all need new challenges in our lives, and unfortunately we need to go were the challenges are.
Im sorry the pills are not working well with you hun, these homeopath drops of mine are also not the nicest of tastes but i suppose anything to get that right.

Congrats on bosses being impressed with your work, it is always nice when they realise how much you actually do.

Well aslong as your o.k i am doing o.k.

genkigemini

*Hugs* I am glad we are both doing okay.

The state has finally taken my sister's children away and my mother has them but is unsure if she can take them forever or not. I have been telling her to hand them over to the state. I love my niece and nephew but they have some serious emotional scars from my sister and need to be totally away from the situation to heal IMO. Also, I am cutting off contact with Sharon. I can not believe her anymore and I do not want to have anything more to do with her.

I am super sleepy so I am off to bed but talk to you soon.

jacky24

Im so sorry for your sister hun, some people...

Sleep tight chat when you wake up

genkigemini

Is it awful that I do not say certain things in my journal for fear that other people on the board will be offended? Oh well...

Why the hell does everyone else get pregnant but me!!!!!!

genkigemini

Oh yeah... I forgot to mention... My 100 cheapies came in today. Now if only the Progesterone would kick in and I could get AF. (Only 3 more days of those pills...)

jacky24

, i sometimes feel the same, and all i tell myself is my chance would come, and so would yours.....
You have that sinking feeling of really being happy for that person whom got the but in your mind you think, WHAT ABOUT ME.... i know i go thru it alot......

The announcement area is honostly one area i don't like going to only if it was a trully good friend like neyney whom is so deserving of a BFP this month... but that doesn't make either you or me less deserving...

Good luck with the arriving and now that you are stocked up on POAS you should have a fun pee month

i am always here for you remeber that.

PS: i have asked my dad to get nice post cards when he travels thru the airports as in the local shops you only get wildlife postcards and i think if you have seen one lion you have seen them all. I want to send you landmarks.....

genkigemini

Awww, thanks!!! *hugs* I really look forward to any postcards but since I do not know too much about South Africa, I really would love to "see" it.

Yeah, I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO happy for Ney Ney. She is not really who I was talking about. I guess I am not really talking about anyone in particular but in the last 2 weeks, 4 people I consider friends have fallen pregnant and it is soooooooooo frustrating. Oh well, I am pretty upbeat. Had some great today which always makes me happy.

These pills are MUCH better than Provera but they make me short of breath which is not a great sign but I am dealing with it.

My husband was talking about my 100 tests today and saying, when I get pregnant, I must give them away to all my TTC friends. LOL

We are SOOOOO excited about moving to Anchorage. DH is jazzed about going back to IT work. He REALLY misses it and I miss being able to spend time together. Jobs in town are different than here and I am so jazzed to have a social life again! WOOT! We have submitted an Application to one apartment already so please wish us luck!