jolyn

Hey hun, so sorry it wasn't ur bfp - was sooo hoping this was it for you Just think of it being one step closer towards it

Chellebelle

Good luck for this cycle hun and don't get too disheartened... you will get there soon. xxxx

jacky24

Hey hun, this whole lot just sucks, i know exactly how you feel. DH asked me last night if i don't maby think it is my progesterone tabs that aren't making me O, but when i don't drink them im scared im not going to get AF.

And all the problems i had with CLOMID, METFORMIN,FERTOMID,EPO, i feel like nothing is gonna work for me.

But now the drops i will be getting from homeopath on Saturday i know might do the trick, and DH is getting the drops for men. Just worried as everything is making me ill, i want to vomit at the drop of a hat.

There are other options to regulate a cycle i know that, and the PROVERA killed me and then never worked, doesn't your doctor have other options for you???

hun, the part that sucks the most is we know how you feel.

genkigemini

Well, we are trying this progesterone, 100mg Clomid this month and seeing how it goes. I will probably give this a couple more months and depending on what happens, I may have to go to IUI w/ injectables or, worse case, IVF. I am really trying to be positive though.

Thanks so much, Jacky, for always caring and checking in on me.

genkigemini

Well... I finally snapped. Between the TTC stuff, strange hormones, a big disappointment and the most stressful job in the world, I finally snapped. I had to open my restaurant at 5am yesterday morning and worked until 3pm. Nothing was going right, I broke out into tears about 5 times and I was just a total bitch to every person in my path. When I got home, I was so tired that I just wanted to take a nap. The second my head hit the pillow, work called and said all the closers called out sick and the only worker was my manager who is 7 months pregnant. Well, poor Inga could not be expected to close the store by herself so I went back in at 9:30pm and worked until 2am.

I was scheduled to be back into work at 11am but my phone rang at 5:30am. It was my area supervisor asking me who was supposed to open my store (at 5am.) Apparently the bitch did not show up and I had to drive 25 minutes into town to unlock the doors and work the open shift. However, when I got there the doors were open and Sadie was there. Apparently, she had just gotten in. The plus was that my supervisor, Julie, was there. If not, I just may have assaulted one of my swing managers. (This girl just got off a 3 day suspension for too many tardies - 9 tardies over 20 minutes late in 3 weeks - and she has already put in her two week notice so I guess she just does not care.)

Anyway, I walk in and I am SO FUCKING MAD! I did not say ANYTHING to Sadie. I greeted my boss, spoke to her for a few minutes, explained how I almost died on the way to work because I could not keep my eyes open. If a moose had come out in front of my car, I would have been WAY too sleepy to react. I just lost it. I told her I was so fucking done with that girl and not having any help.

Thank God she really supported me. She told me to go home and go back to bed and come in later. Well, I left with only saying to Sadie, "I will be back at 1." and left. The moment I got home, Julie called my house to tell me that she found a manager to work my mid shift and I was given the day off to relax. OMG, it was a godsend. I needed this day so bad. DH was home and we were able to just spend time together which is so rare now that he works nights.

Tomorrow I open but then I have 2 more days off. I seriously just was about to snap. We have these promotional coke glasses at work and I seriously envisioned myself bashing her over the head with one. I was that angry. Between work and being frustrated with a variety of things DH and I have to deal with right now, I feel like I am pulled so tightly. Today really helped and hopefully the two days after tomorrow will help too.

Tomorrow I am starting the new progesterone pills to force my period (again) and then we start the whole cycle over again with ultrasounds, post-coital test and 21 day blood test if the ultrasound actually looks good this time.

Please pray for me. This time I really need it.

jacky24

Hi hun, hey all will work out for the best, if we just place our minds to it anything is possible.

I told DH last night we have actually not thought about TTC once this month, im so relaxed and in a way made peace with I can not decide when i want to fall pregnant, I can not always have what i want when i want it.

And in a way am am at peace with it, so my will be a huge shock for me, needless to say me and DH have been having sex every night and just enjoying being a married couple.

Give the clomid a chance, you might just end up with your twins and then all these progesterone tabs and pains and heart ace has trully been worth it

jacky24

You are in my prayers every single night, and mornings.

Hun take it easy, it will happen

avistar

I can't believe you are still able to type after all that!!! Man! Your sup better know what a great an employee they have!!! I am sorry you have been so stressed! Please stay positive!! IT will all be worth it very soon!!! LOTS of !!!

miel

thinking of you

Deise

Hang in there Sarah!!