#1 - A few hours after I take a pill, I have a potty emergency
#2 - I am a little bitchy but that just might be because work is pissing me off.
Other than that, I am totally fine. YAY!!! That means next Friday, I will jump up to 2 pills a day. (If my side effects were bad, I could wait two weeks but there is really no need.)
Today I am a little sad. I feel so out of control of my own fertility right now. This is the first time that I have felt this way since going to the doctor but I guess it was bound to happen.
I feel so left out when everyone is talking about their cycles and BBT. I can't even join in the conversations or even act like I know what is going on because I don't really understand it all. I have never even had cycles closer than 4-6 months apart unless I was on BCP's so I have never had the opportunity to check when I O and that in itself is the most frustrating thing to me. Hell, I do not even know when I should be BDing right now. It is all like a shot in the dark.
I know the doctor says that TTC is a long process but I am so having trouble being patient sometimes. Thank god the doctor said that if I am not regular in 3 months, we will jump start my periods with Provera(?) and then go to Clomid where they will do ultrasounds to know exactly when I O.
I guess today I just need a little support. Sorry for being all emo.
It's alright. Today is a good day and I am feeling good.
I had cramps the other day and my lower back hurt so maybe this Metformin is working. (If I did O, I have been BDing so there is a chance, right?
Well, I will keep this updated with new developments. I am up to 1000mg of Metformin a day now and go to the regular level of 1500mg a day on Friday. So far the side affects have been very minor but the most annoying one is blurry vision. I love to read and that is getting old quick. Here's hoping it passes once my body adjusts!
Oh, I forgot to write here that yesterday I told Mom all about TTC because I can not keep a secret at all!!!!!! She was unfazed and says, "didn't you already tell me this?" I was like, "No... Look, I have pills and I whipped my Metformin out of my purse to show her." She was like, "That's great." I mean, she cares and I know it but I think she finally decided to stop bugging me about it so does not allow herself to get all overboard so that is cool. She can be so LOL
So... to test or not to test. I got a little crampy 12 days ago and did BD lots around that time...
It is Valentine's Day so wouldn't that just be amazing if I was actually pregnant but really nothing is different from normal. I am a little crabby and tired lately and I have acne which is usually a sign of AF but this is a little different... Hmmm
What do you think ladies? Should I test just cause? I have one left...
Good luck this month. As for testing today, if you want to, i say do it...but only if you think you'd be ok if you did see a BFN. 12DPO may be a bit on the early side. Wouldn't want you to feel down on Valentines day!
As for internet cheapies, i don't know (as i've never bought any!) maybe ebay?
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I was just thinking about that. I am like... I am not going to test. I am just going to sit back and wait and see what happens. Thanks for the advice though!
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