Tishimouse

Phexia

OMG OMG OMG!! The other day I took a written exam because I applied for a summer job at The Icelandic National Broadcasting Service as a reporter .... and I PASSED!!!! There's like 70% that fail and there were well over a 100 ppl there that took the test!!

But now comes the scary part: I have to take another test, I have to read news out loud, don't know if there will be cameras to scare me! And it's on monday! So I´ll need to practice and I´ll need to find a way to stay calm I get really easily nervous, any tips?

I don't have good enough self esteem so now I'm thinking "omg I'm too fat/ugly/boring/silly" etc etc. I really have to throw all that away, look totally confident and smart and just try to blow them away.

OMG OMG OMG I'm so nervous! lol

Rumpskin

Congrats darling, great news xx

tansey

Sorry got you! But congrats on passing your test and good luck with reading test!

Tishimouse

What a wonderful opportunity. As for staying calm, don't worry as I am sure adrenalin will kick in and you will sail through it. If you convince yourself that it doesn't matter whether you get the job or not and that it is a wonderful experience and you are going to absolutely enjoy it; then you should come across as relaxed and confident.

You can do this. You know you can. The time to feel desperate about getting the job is afterwards when no eyes are on you.

Wishing you the best of luck and looking forward to hearing how you get on.

and

Phexia

Well I'm home

The bloody reading test is done, it was really stressful and I think I blew it! It was in the real studio where the news are read, cameras and everything and I could see myself on a big screen, omg double chin! Well whatever, it was a fun experience and I'm still proud of passing the first exam.

On to the fertility stuff. I'm on CD 4 and just feeling really BLAH about everything. I haven't felt like drinking my fertility tea or taking EPO for 3-4 days now. I think it's because I'm a bit pissed because I did "everything" right and it didn't work, so I'm thinking "why bother?".

I don't wanna be negative but I've just been a bit down and I'm a little sick. I've got a cold and right now my nose is so stuffed that half my face hurts like hell. My eyes are leaking and the pain is going from my eye down to the jaw, must be a stuffed .. ehhmm .. what do you call it? It's like cheek-hole in icelandic is it sinus? bahh I give up.

Any advice on getting the TTC-thing interresting again? I need a pat on the back or some hugs

SwissMiss

tansey

Oh I hope you feel better soon!

Phexia

These are not good times, I've been really sick:

- red, dry eyes for a few weeks and really sore the past days
- TMI sorry but diarrhea for 3 days now
- no appetite
- Tooth ache
- bad cold

I haven't got a fever or nausea, could this be some sort of allergy (except the tooth ache)?? My ophthalmologist did say that the red eyes indicated allergy but the drops she gave me didn't work.

Uggggghhhh I'm just sick of being sick I have loads of school work but I've been feeling too bad to do anything.

tansey

Oh no, what can it be? Toothache is probably because you are run down with whatever else you have! Now think have you eaten anything different, are using different brands of anything, been near new animals or are you doing anything different?
Hope you feel better soon!!