MORNING!!!!!!!!!!!!! (finally!)
You girls are all AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But you're all also gonna KILL ME!!!

So, like, I did the digi this morning... but...um... I did it WRONG

and it didn't want to read it!!!! ?!?!?!?! I'm such a loser, honestly, its so TYPICAL!! I think you have to put the stick in, let it register and then pee on it and stick it back in... I didn't do that, I just peed on it and stuck it in: hey, COMON it was 5.30am?!?!!?
BUT, I got two VERY strong blue lines, no mistaking 'em!!! girls... I AM PREGNANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
... I dunno what to do with myself, I'm so excited I could tell the world, but I'm also TERRIFIED that sth bad'll happen again... ack! Although, if I'm honest, I feel different this time to last time: a LOT LESS symptoms, barely any sore bbs (I mean, I feel them, but last time I couldn't even touch them at 4 weeks), it was like it was too much too soon... I hope beany is settling in there DEEP for a comfy 9 month ride!!! I went to bed at 9pm last night, having already been asleep on the sofa from 7.30pm!?!? slept ALL the way thru 'til I hadda get up and pee at 5.30 and then fell asleep AGAIN til 7 this morn... woah... But I feel SUPER DUPER this morning!!! No

, just a few cramps and a tightness in my lower abs but I'm pretty sure that's ok... Might even go for a run at lunch today.
I called the docs last night and had a nice chat - he told me "look, life is tenacious. If this pregnancy is going to stick, it'll stick and a little run around the block is not going to change that"... What can I say, I want to believe him!!!
*DEEP BREATH*
I've a hectic day at the office today, reason why I wasn't on b/f now! I'll post my two lines tonight from home and mabye even get me another digi just for fun...
I love you ALL, have some

- Miel, Trixie, Tansey, Omi COMON

!!!
I could

the world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
xxxx