Have a fab time hun!

Hi all! I'm baaack! Thanks for the notes while I was away, so nice to come back to something!!!
Am dead tired and have the motivation of a slug this morning for work... Not to mention am, once again, frustrated as h'll!!!!!!! The vicious circle starts again, my DH needs little blue pills I think! (sorry, that's horrible, but MAN!) Tried to follow thru w/ my plan, but he'd been out after his game eating Hooters chicken wings, ate too many and was nauseous as all get-out. Result of course!?!? No bd'ing. *sigh* If it continues like this, I'm going to give up completely and go travelling again. Seriously.
On the up side, I haven't O'd yet I dont' think, temps still low and cm just starting to increase. Today and tomorrow are the key days I think... gonna give preseed a go if DH can find his sex drive...

Skiing was LOVELY, the weather was PERFECT!!! I'm a tomato 'cause my sunblock was old, heh... And now, back to the office grind, ugh. But first some catching up on y'alls journals
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Ooo best of luck this month sweetie. Catch that eggie!

God whenever i read your journal your always going off somewhere doing something lovely!! Alright for some heh!!

Glad you had a nice time away though hunni, a nice refreshing break from all this TTC lark!!

LOL ... NO MORE CHICKEN WINGS!

Good luck BD'ing sweety I'm really jealous of that skiing trip, you'd think that Iceland had any snow ... but no ...

Aww glad you had a good time and glad you're back!

Good luck for the next few days, I hope you catch it! At least you haven't o'd yet, so there is still lots of lots of hope! You should put your DH on food strike, alcohol strike and put a mask on him to prevent him getting ill

lots of

THANK YOU GIRLIES!!! I needed that laugh!!!!
Well, I can only hope - tonight I have soccer practice, he's home alone. I HOPE he doesn't a. fall asleep b/f I get back - he's IMPOSSIBLE to roust... b. decide to uh, do it himself (sorry for the tmi) or c. make plans w/ someone and get in after I'VE fallen asleep... *sigh* Will keep ya posted!
@Phexia: there is no snow in Iceland!??!?! Are you kidding?!?!? wow... you learn sth new everyday...
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Well there's supposed to be snow but there isn't. Stupid global warming

... I don't know where to start. I usually update this in the morning but I couldn't bring myself to do it today... even now I'm thinking of deleting this and going to join the "waiting to try" forum... or the convent...
I've HAD IT with my DH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Seriously, completely HAD IT. He KNOWS when I'm fertile, when we "should" BD, and now i'm sure, he purposely avoids it!!!!!!!!! Once again last night - NIX! And so of course I got stroppy and he said "what, because we arent' doin' it, right?!" I mean WTF??????????????????

And yet he tells me that he's ready and he wants kids and blah di fuckin' blah! (sorry about the language, I don't mean to offend...) I'm just so crushed, fed up, more frustrated that I've EVER been in my ENTIRE life!!!!!!!!! The worst is, we can't even talk about it! He sticks his head in the sand and changes the subject, saying he wants it to "just happen"?!?!?!?! For f'cks sake, does he think babies just drop from the sky!?!?!??!
So I'm now, as of today, planning a trip to India for a month next year on my own. Its sth I've always wanted to do, and this ttc'ing crap is obviously going NOWHERE. I'm tired of concentrating my heart soul and energy on it only to be disappointed by a DH who is once again being his verdammt Swiss self and shying away from any type of commitment and responsibility. Do you know how long it took him to ask me to marry him!??!?! If I've to wait that long again, I'll be 50 before we start trying for REAL when Mister is finally ready!??!?!!? GOD!!!!!!!!! This little icon doesn't even cover it!!!!


I'm terribly sorry about the huge rant, I really needed to get that out of my system. Still no o'ing though. Temp at 36.14 this morn and barely any cm... what's the deal here..? My body is playing along w/ my DH, obviously...

Tonight is "our" night together, when we don't have practices or whatnot. we'll see. But i'm so dejected I don't even care. what-fucking-ever.

to everyone else who have loving supportive h'rny DH's and deserve their !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!