Awww I am never going away from here again, all the lovely messages!! Thank you so much.
The truth is, I have been in a TTC depression. All week I have been feeling defeated and thought that I am just useless and never going to have a

but I have sort of come out of it now. Seeing all your lovely messages made me smile, Cat and Wendy, you are so funny!!! I am so happy to hear about Holly... hopefully she's started a trend for this month!!!
Well I am on dayyy (just checking) 15 and I have not noticed any change in my cm atall this month so far. However, I have had cramps since yesterday morning and I have been more emotional and tired that usual... so I am thinking it is o... so we were going to bd last night... but I started a fight because he didn't make a move

. I just said "well we're not going to make a baby this month" lol... he said "why?" and I said "coz you are going to bloody miss it" hahaha

funny thing is I was serious and mad... but then I realised what I sounded like and he was great and understanding, but it put me right off... but then he surprised me this morning and I am still having cramps so hoping I didn't miss it. We are going to bd tonight too just in case.
So far... bd'd cd5 PM, cd10 AM, cd12 PM and cd15 AM. I am hoping and praying for everyone this month.
