Aww best of luck to you sweety for your next cycle!!

Well, I am feeling quite positive now. I have had a crazy weekend. I met up with my friend who I haven't seen for aaages... she has 2 little boys who are absolutely gorgeous, and then we had some friends around last night, then went out for a huge family lunch today as it was my OH's dad's birthday... so I am absolutely exhausted. I have worked out that if it was the when I had that spotting, I should be cd10 by now, so we better get bd'ing... but we are both so tired!! Also, I haven't taken Clomid this month as I didn't realise that that tiny bit of pink spotting was the so we are going it alone... but fx and I am confident that we will get there soon

A sprinkle of for your TTC journey.

I am guessing I am on cd16 / cd17 now... as I had a wierd cycle last round... I am not too sure where I am this round. If I don't see the within the next couple of weeks, I am going to see the dr. about some progesterone.

We haven't bd'd much this month, we have both been exhausted ... I have been so tired when I get home from work, some nights I have gone straight to bed. I think we have bd'd twice in 2 weeks... which is not normal for us, but I haven't noticed any EWCM yet... and I am feeling really positive still.

I just feel that if my gynaecologist has faith in us, then I should... and we are doing our house up at the moment which will be fab when it is finished and perfect for our new addition when he / she comes along. As I had a wierd cycle last month and I don't know whether I am cd45 or cd17, I am just going with the flow until I see the and not pressuring OH or myself, and it is a nice change not getting so frustrated like I was. I will start my temping etc. again once my cycles get back to normal... and I am not too worried as I have realised that my getting worked up and frustrated isn't making the slightest bit of difference, and I am just wishing my life away.

We have also booked a holiday in Bulgaria with a couple of friends for July, but if I get pregnant, obviously that will change, but I don't want to put everything else on hold incase it takes a while for our little miracle to come along.

So... I am going with the flow, relaxing, enjoying my time and making the most of it and not bd'ing because we have to but because we want to. for this month, and then once AF arrives, we are back on clock-watch and temp-watch.

to everyone out there. I love this forum, it has helped me so much and I have only been a member for a few weeks! to you all!!

Thank you Tishimouse. I do feel alot better from chilling a bit. I was getting so and up until a couple of weeks ago, and I think the stress was causing more problems than anything else. So I decided to give it a little break... but still monitor, just not to excess... it took a while to calm down and get out of the routine, but now that I have, I do feel more positive and happy. I know that once AF arrives, I will start monitoring daily again, but I am going to TRY to stay calm about it this time.

I hope you get your BFP soon!!

Ugh... Just when I thought I was in control...

For the past 3 days, I have had really sore swollen nipples, but I have been ignoring it... although it is unusual for me. This morning, my bbs are so sore, and I keep needing the toilet, so I started thinking, what if the tests were wrong last week? I thought... I have been exhausted all week and had strange cravings for sweets... but now I am thinking don't start this again Michelle!!

So, I will get a test this weekend and see, if not, then I will try to just carry on as I have been this week.

A little funny story... my OH gives me a lift to work on his way to work in the mornings... and this morning he got in the car, and I though "oh I will just nip to the loo before I go outside". I went in our downstairs toilet, locked the door (out of habit) and the lock came off in my hand so I banged on the door... shouted and I could hear our car outside so I knew no-one would hear me apart from the cat. I got so worked up... what was probably 10 minutes felt like an hour, but eventually Scott came in to see what I was playing at taking so long, and I just shouted "Scott help, I'm locked in the toilet" so he rescued me. I was crying so much and panicking that it took me about 2 hours to get over it!! Thank god I wasn't completely alone!

OH Chellebelle!!! Poor thing! That must've been awful! That happened to me in a restaurant once... I feel ya! But, um, have ya looked at your reaction!?!?!? ... perhaps considered a weeny bit over the top??? I'm only saying in hopes of a !!!!!!!!!!!!! Even if its the ugly at least you can get start fresh again!!
Feel better - the best remedy for shattered nerves, I find: a glass of WINE! Even ttc, I admit, I indulge once in a while...
Lotsa hon!
x

Well... the wicked arrived today time to start cycle-watching again!!

I am going to try Clomid days 3-7 this time instead of 2-6... see if it makes any difference.

Thank you Wendy and I'll be having that glass of wine tonight. Hope everything is going ok with you!

Hey there, glad to hear you can start again!! (cant believe we're happy about the but it happens once in a while!!)
Yeah, things are alright. The sh't sorta hit the fan with us the last couple of days... im going to drop the subject entirely for the moment i think and try working on getting our bd'ing back to being natural and normal...