Thank you NeyNey. Yes it is driving me crazy but I have been a little calmer this afternoon.

My bbs are sore today and I have had a breakout of spots on my cheeks, more than usual, now this is usually a sign that the is on her way, so if she doesn't arrive in the next couple of days, I will have even more hope. to everyone including me!

Hahaha, my OH just reminded me, he actually had a nightmare a couple of nights ago that I was living back with my mum and dad and my mum was trying to kill me by putting Clomid in my food!!

Poor thing, I am going to try not to talk about Clomid to him for a while... I think by the time we conceive, he will be on medication for being

I was going to test again this morning but I was scared of seeing a BFN again... and it is only one day until my gyneo appt. Here is a list of my symptoms so far (Warning TMI!!):

CD31: pink spotting / lots of cm and af cramps... could it be implantation??
CD32: more pink spotting, went for a pee and there was a tiny bit of red
CD33: pink spotting / lots of cm... cramps have stopped.
CD34: extremely tired. Got up at 12 noon, then went shopping and went back to bed. Vivid dreams.
CD35: a tiny bit of pink spotting on TP. Frequent urination and really wanted chocolate. Vivid dreams.
CD36: very sensitive nipples and a pulling sensation near my bellybutton. Chest and bbs hurt when I lay on my tummy in bed. Skin breakout. Got chocolate today to satisfy me... 3 bars!!
CD37: Felt very sick when I woke up. 10.00am - very hungry!! Sensitive nipples and cramping.

Sorry again for TMI, but I seem to feel better when I type all my symptoms. Oooh I really hope that it is a positive outcome for a change.

Hey there Chellebelle!
Newbie Wendy here, just wanted to say COOOOOOOOME OOOOOOOOOOOON BFP!!!! I've got fingers AND toes crossed for you, Dear! Symptoms sound good, you're a better woman than I, I'd 've tested about 20 times already!!! Keep us posted!

Thank you Wendy!! I hope so... I have done a couple of tests laste week and they were BFN but I ran out of money... so I will have to wait a couple of days now. All the best to you too!

I gave in and bought another test...

I sat on the toilet staring at it for about 10 mins thinking it might just change, but it didn't. So why all the symptoms and the spotting last week?? I have never had spotting before, so I really thought this month was the month... but I guess I think that every month, I should know better by now.

Well... hospital this afternoon, I might get some answers, but to be honest I am a little worried for some reason. I hope it's not all bad news.

oh Hon... sorry about that - but all is not yet lost!!! Positive vibes your way, good luck at the hospital today!!!

Well, I got back from the gynaecologist about half an hour ago, and he said from my day 21 blood tests I had one good one (I o'ed) and one where I didn't. I couldn't get the third one because (typical) my day 21 landed on New Years Day! He has prescribed me with 3 more rounds of Clomid 100mg, and I have to go back on 17th May. He said if I am not pregnant by then, I will start on IVF so I am really hoping it doesn't come to that.

I told him about the pink spotting, and he tested and said I am not pregnant and it must have been a very light period... he said if I don't come on within 3 weeks, I have to go to my dr. for some progesterone to make me start AF.

My OH has to give another spermanalysis (lucky him ) which he is really looking forward to again. It is just because his last one was ok, but there were a couple of things that were lower than they should be in the last one. The dr. reassured me that it should be fine.

Although it wasn't exactly good news, I feel better knowing where I am and what the procedure is from now... and as long as the drs haven't given up on me, I mustn't give up.

for this next round (whenever it will start)!