I honestly can't thank you ladies enough for the support. (2) years ago when I started TTC I never imagined that I would be on here having to spill my heart out because of infertility. I have always been afraid that I might have problems having children one day, I've seen and heard of the pain that many woman go through because of this but I never in my life imagined that I would really be one of them. At the time my younger sister is pregnant going on 6months and yes it did hurt me very much to know that she was expecting and with a guy she barley knew, he was her first real relationship of 6 months and here I was with my fiance also first relationship of 4 years and we couldn't conceive as much as we wanted it. I was still happy for her I'm going to be an aunt and I am happy that she can experience the miracle that many wish could.
In a weird way I am thankful that I have had to go through all of this because it just makes me appreciate this miracle so much more. I have realized that when you have to struggle so much for something so great it means the world when you finally have it in your arms. I know that when I finally get that my heart will blow up with emotion to finally know that God is ready to give us our own little miracle to raise.
I will leave my situation in the hands of God he will know what to do, maybe there's is still something for me to learn before I get my miracle and maybe some woman need that miracle already on the way to be able to learn something. I think God will give us our babies when we most need them.
Many woman take it in different ways, some can handle it and others just break down. I would like to know what you guys feel about infertility and how it's affecting you at the moment.
*Realized I had put ttc 2years it's actually almost 4 I wish it was 2 though I'm an impatient girl.
Last edited by Capuru; Apr 15th, 2008 at 05:36 AM.
my heart will blow up with emotion to finally know that God is ready to give us our own little miracle to raise.
I wish you lots of 
and hope that your miracle comes true soon.
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