TTC Journals

Capuru · Mar 31st, 2008, 15:23 PM

So far the day has been good right now I'm very excited because Molly (uvlollypop) got her BFP so far and I got very excited cause I was reading her journal and the signs were good and you know she's hoping but doesn't wanna get to excited but you can tell she was and then when she saw the BFP she was in shock

and I was so happy

cause you always hope that it is a BFP even if it's not you because you know how important ttc is. So now I'm in a good mood Lol

I'm hoping I get a bfp soon my hopes aren't so high right now but I know there's a chance

I'm not feeling much right now. Last night I could not sleep I was awake till about 4am trying to sleep. The website for some reason was coming up as server not found so I couldn't get on here. I felt nauseas last night and I couldn't sleep and I ended up sleeping with my legs across OH

then I did fall asleep

lol Well I'll write more later.

*I just checked my cp and cm and It's medium hard, high, closed, and creamy. Good signs so far?

Kaelia67 · Mar 31st, 2008, 21:49 PM

Omigosh, i never knew about the bfp!!! I will drop her a line when i'm done! What lovely new's

Cervix position sounds good hun. What CD are you on now?
I hope this is your month.
Lots of

xxx

Capuru · Apr 1st, 2008, 03:11 AM

I'm pissed off right now we are no longer gonna TTC for now we had an argument about a job and financial and he does not want to TTC anymore till I get a job. My heart is hurting and I'm holding back the tears right now, Ok Baby Dust to all

.............

*Kaelia I am on cd19

*Sorry about earlier I was so angry and couldn't even think, he's freaking out that he wants to make sure we are more financially set for a baby so if I don't get my BFP this month then we won't TTC again till I get a job. I know it sounds like an easy task but where I live the jobs aren't good right now. I would have to try to get a job in the next town ugh....I don't like driving and I hate the hiring process but it's something I have to really do. I was supposed to have gotten one but not trying very hard am I? Hopefully I can get one before I ovulate in April so I have till about the 20th of April to be safe. I hope I get one soon

.

*It's 2:21am and I can't sleep!!!

I'm gonna be to tired tomorrow to get a job if I don't fall asleep soon....

Capuru · Apr 1st, 2008, 09:20 AM

Right now still no sleep! I'm so bored im writing from my phone to see what it's like and it takes way to long for me

maybe in an emergancy i would use it wow i need to get to sleep i don't know what im doing! Oh yea and i want to chart for accuracy K bye

:-P

* I fell asleep right after this

Capuru · Apr 2nd, 2008, 07:25 AM

Not doing so great at the moment

the puppy we were bringing home soon has passed away on the 1st around 10pm. I wasn't so shocked because I had went to see her a few days ago and she looked so little compared to the rest and I was concerned so I told my sister to keep an eye on her and to make sure that she is eating. It seemed like she wasn't completely growing though so I suspected something like this might happen

. My sis called me last night and I knew what she had called for before she even told me, I just told her "the little one died didn't she?"

They are letting me have one of the other ones but you know she was the one I was planning to take home, guess you can't get everything the way you want it.

Notes: (tmi) I did have one blob of spotting today but later on in the day there was nothing at all, creamy cm and cp high and soft I do have some cramping and I feel gassy.

Capuru · Apr 2nd, 2008, 20:01 PM

Well I'm going out to eat now with OH haven't checked anything today but

to me and everyone on here!! I'll update later!

*Went out and talked to OH about the things here on B&B and told him about the BFP's some girlys are getting and he looked at me and said, "I don't know how you can do it?" I said "do what?" and he said, "see everyone else get their bfp's while your over here wanting your own" I told him that even though it's not my bfp it's good to see other people who deserve it and have also been hoping as hard.

I didn't check my cp or cm today I usually do it in the morning but I woke up in the afternoon and me and Ant bded and I didn't want to check

we did get a storage today to start moving stuff we are gonna be out of the house by the end of this week. Well, that's the plan K I gotta watch a movie now, be on later.

*I'm back the movie was Sweney Todd very disturbing movie

lol

NeyNey · Apr 3rd, 2008, 07:31 AM

Haven't seen that movie.

I know how you feel about hearing about everyone's BFP - I find it inspirational, even though it's not me - at least I know it's possible!

Good luck this month sweetie

Capuru · Apr 3rd, 2008, 09:22 AM

It's 4:21am here now and I'm still awake on B&B all night again!

Alexandra · Apr 3rd, 2008, 09:35 AM

Go to sleep girl! You need to take care of yourself!

Kaelia67 · Apr 3rd, 2008, 17:04 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Capuru

It's 4:21am here now and I'm still awake on B&B all night again!

Oh dear!! I also went through that stage as i tend to stay up very late at night. I am less addicted now though lol
I agree with Kypris you really do need to try and get some sleep chick

Good luck this month, here's a sprinkle of

xxx